Friday, March 16, 2007


I think I am suffering from pre-competition withdrawals. NOOOOO~

Tomorrow is our competition already and I really PRAY HARD that the weather will be good and that we will do extraodinarily well! I do not think that I can sleep well tonight. I will be too busy thinking about the competition and worrying about our performance. Anxiety and worry is coursing through my veins now and I believe MOST of the girls are feeling the same. Obviously for those who do not give a damn, they will just think that tomorrow is just another normal day.

No matter how good you are, you do not deserve to be in the competition if you do not have the right attitude. So please do not think so highly of yourself. Opportunities should be given to people who are willing to put in their best.

I used to think that I will never come across people who have a heart of evil, but now, I guess I am wrong. I really do not understand how someone can be so heartless and not even a wee bit loving to others. It is like they are the only ones who are the most important and others are just stepping stones. To them, friends are just maids who help them do the dirtiest work and they get all the credit. To them, power and glory is a need and a want and unless they get all the power, they will never give up, they will continue stepping onto others to make themselves stand out. They require unquestioned loyalty from everybody and they instill fear into people to make them obedient.

I believe, no matter how much fear you instill in somebody, there will be a tinge of hatred that is growing in the heart of the person, and one day, he/she might just explode and defeat you somehow.

Power.

The reason for people's change of attitude.
The reason for people's ruthlessness.
The reason why there are wars.

4:46 PM
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