Thursday, December 07, 2006

If you think my criticisms for you are destructive ones instead of constructive ones, then I shall never point out your mistakes anymore. Have you ever thought why I would even BOTHER pointing out your mistakes? Yes, I bet you think it's because I kan bu shuang you. But no! It's because I care okay, that's why I tell you your mistakes. I didn't compliment you? Think back again. I complimented you alot during the first day of camp. Jamie and I were both very delighted that you're such a good leader and we were complimenting you so much and even told Miss Sue Ern how good you were. Plus, I even complimented you infront of many people. It was because of the many mistakes that you have done during the second and third day that made me feel super disappointed. Not only me, but many people as well. Also, I was telling you to improve on your commanding because it's for your own good! Why would I tell you to improve for nothing? Of course it's for you to impress the seniors. They look at every aspect of you and I wanted(Please note that it's in past tense) to help you to get promoted by getting you to improve on your weaker parts but you don't appreciate it so forget it then. People can see that potential in you, you know. And about me getting my retribution, I don't think I deserve any retribution and I believe the other Sec Threes think the same way too. I already apologised to you for hurting your feelings unknowingly, so what more do you expect from me? At least I reflected on myself and noted my mistakes. Then how about you? You said that you were controlling your temper, then am I and the others not controlling as well? Do you really think that you're absolutely correct and I'm super wrong? Anyway, don't worry okay. I'll never point out your mistakes nor criticise you anymore. But please think back about the talk Miss Sue Ern had with us during the camp. Oh, and the part where you were saying that "Don't criticise others blah blah blah if you cannot perfect it yourself." Okay, so you're actually contradicting yourself by making this statement. If everybody must perfect everything they do in order to be able to criticise others, then I believe nobody can criticise anyone because no one's able to perfect everything they're doing so why are you posting such a harsh entry to scold me now? Aiyah, don't wanna talk about it anymore. And and, I'm not angry with you and I don't want to be. I wanna show grace instead of just remembering about all the stuff you've blogged about and start getting antagonized because of it. So from now on ... I'm forgetting all of the bad stuff you blogged about.

Today's CIP was super fun! Hahaha. Can't wait for the next session. I no longer feel that going for CIP is something boring because ... I'm starting to like it! Hahaha.

Was kinda discouraged today because of the mistakes I made during the drill practice. But it's okay! I will continue to work hard! Gambateh neh! Tomorrow shall be a better day (:

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