Thursday, June 29, 2006


Right, had a fever today and didn't go to school.
The stupid medicine made me so drowsy and I couldn't try to make use of the time to complete my work.


It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth

I swore I knew the melody that I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
But I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Anyway, I don't care what you think about me.
But I've never copied Manda.
Alot of people post their essays in their blogs.
Does that mean copying? No.
I didn't say that my English is good and I know that Manda's English is far better than mine.
I've never even thought of comparing myself with her.
I know where I stand.
But at least I try to improve myself constantly.
I can't possibly just stay like this forever and not improve myself.
Plus, I didn't say that my designs are beautiful either.
To tell you the truth,
I have not yet made a skin that actually satisfies me totally.
Otherwise, I wouldn't have kept changing my skins.

6:25 PM
Cartoon KAT-TUN II You <3