Tuesday, May 23, 2006


A slap was sent across his face and I stared at my hand dubiously. My palm, slowly turned red and I could feel the intense pain in my hand. Have I slapped too hard? A worried expression spread across my face as I stared at his cheek. His cheek had become red and there was a print of the shape of my hand there. "You deserve this, fucktard." I hear myself saying. "You lied to me. You lied about every single fucking thing. You loved her but you still fed me with false hopes! What do you take me for?!" I roared in anger. Tears were stinging in my eyes and I tried hard to fight back those tears from dropping. He just stood there. He did not retaliate.

The rain was pouring heavily and we were drenched. He then slowly turn his gaze to me and said weakly, "I'm sorry." A sorry? Is that it? After doing so much to me, that's all he can say? Just a sorry? Haven't he realised how much he had hurt me all this while? I was dumbfounded. I turned and started running down the barren sidewalk. The road seemed never ending. I couldn't stop running. My tears couldn't stop flowing. My heart is shattered so badly that I think I can never be able to mend it back again. Those scars he had afflicted on my heart can never dissipate.

I stopped my tracks and collapsed on the cold, hard floor. The raindrops were hitting against my skin as I slowly closed my swollen eyelids.

I can't carry on anymore. I've just lost all my courage.

8:52 PM
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