Monday, April 03, 2006


today was rather screamy.
we were practising our musical drills in the parade square and there were BEES EVERYWHERE.
we screamed at the top of our voices.
imagine those bees around you. OMGOSH!
we were totally freaked out.
after that, it started to rain thus we went to the canteen to practise.
our morale was rather low and some of us were pissed at some of the other people's attitude.
i really dont know what else i can do to help anymore.
i tried talking to her nicely.
i kept pointing out her mistakes and tell her nicely.
BUT WHY? WHY CAN ALL THESE GET INTO HER HEAD?
cant you tell shaowei and nicole are really cross?
i tolerated.
i thought using the soft method would work.
but still, what have i seen?
you didnt take my words seriously.
effort is just all i want from you.
is that really too much to ask for?
majority of us are really putting in alot of effort.
it's obvious that we wouldn't win in the footdrills so we must put in more effort into our musical drills.
i dont care what other cca groups may say about us NOW.
this competition is the best way to prove to them that we're NOT weak!
we can perform as well.
i bet you dont like other people to look down on us too!
who likes it anyway?!
other cca groups look upon us as WEAK people.
lousy in every single thing and only indulge in bible studies.
THATS ALL WRONG!
i just want you to feel and love gb like all of us do.
gb is NOT just an extra curriculum activity to get yourself extra marks deducted for you O levels.
it makes you learn and mould you into a better person.
i really REALLY want you to put in that extra effort in these few days.
just a few more days.
after that, you can relax.
i know you're tired and everything.
but arent we feeling the same too?
we have got loads to do too.
some of us have even extra things we have to tend to.
like jamie and i,
we have piano lessons and tuitions.
why cant you just understand?
why cant you try to love gb?
i was really disappointed when you asked,
"we suddenly cheer for what?"
duh it's to increase our morale!
such a simple cheer could actually bring our spirits up.
let me tell you frankly,
if we lose in the musical drills,
most of us will feel very upset.
and i might even cry.
but for you?
i bet you wouldnt even feel a thing.
why? because we put in the effort and you didnt.
we're all so disappointed in your attitude.


sigh. i really miss you. i really really want you.
but i know, you'll never be mine.

8:16 PM
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