Thursday, April 13, 2006


im sorry but im not going back to you.
it just doesnt feel the same anymore.
it has been far too long and my feelings for you have faded away.
i really didnt mean to hurt you. i really didnt. =/
it takes two hands to clap and i dont want to lie to you and myself.
when i say no, i mean it.
i dont want to give you false hopes.
i want to give you a short and direct answer.
i know the feeling of being fed with false hopes.
one day you'll understand why i seem so ruthless.
please understand that i'll never turn back and only move forward.
the relationship we once had didnt bear much memories compared to the one i had with joewell.
you might probably think that of all steads i loved you the most but i dont.
the one i loved most was joewell.
sometimes i wish you would just understand that when something happens,
you cant stop it from happening or running away.



sigh. things havent been going well for me nowadays.
i feel extremely horrible.
my feelings for him are getting deeper and deeper.
so much that i dont know what to do anymore.


well, im pissed AGAIN.
someone used my previous skin's theme in her entry and didnt say that she quoted from ME.
" fairytales are NOTHING but LIES "
and that person is a GODZILLA somemore.
she lied to alot of us about different things.
i mean, whats the problem with her? -.-!
gahhh. whatever.

8:30 PM
Cartoon KAT-TUN II You <3