Thursday, March 16, 2006


i cried because i've hurt you.
those stuff i did unconsciously have accumulated to the pain you were already suffering in.
i really do cherish you as a really good friend and i didnt know that things i did have hurt you.
im guilty. im evil. im everything bad all of you can think of.
im not even worthy to be your friend.
i have failed to understand you well.
sometimes, i really dont know what to do.
when i start consoling,
i get rejected.
when i tried to make you feel more comforted and put my arms on your shoulder,
you push them away.
probably you were irritated that i interfere so much.
and now i thought that leaving you alone would be the best for you.
but from what i know just now,
i seemed to have done you harm instead.
why is it that everytime i try to make things better, it has gotten worse instead.
i just want you to know,
i really really cherished you as a good friend.
or else i wouldnt have shed tears.
im sorry for my ignorance.
im really, truly sorry.
i've always wanted to bring joy to my friends and not pain.
i guess this time, i've did the other thing instead.
im so so sorry.
i dont know if you'll believe me or not but im really speaking the truth.
i really dont want to hurt any of my friends anymore.



God, tell me what to do please.

10:11 PM
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