Sunday, February 19, 2006


you raised my hopes high up.
then crash them down again.
im back to square one.
pondering and missing you.
its painful. very very painful.
you have the ability to control my happiness and unhappiness.
no matter how upset i am,
just when you start talking to me,
everything seems so alright.
i thought controlling my feelings is an easy task.
but no, it just flows so readily.
sometimes i act that i do not care.
sometimes i delude myself by saying that i have got no feelings for you.
sometimes i just keep occupying myself with stuff to do.
but none worked, not even a little bit.
i wish i could go back time.
back to the time when i can choose to know you or not to.
so it would not be so heartbreaking now.
i want my heart to be whole again =/

11:46 AM
Cartoon KAT-TUN II You <3