MinnlovesKame

2007-05-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

YOSH PEOPLE!

I am FINALLY done with my livejournal layout so I hereby announce that, MY NEW BLOG URL IS http://minnloveskame.livejournal.com
Take note: When you relink me, DO NOT put a www. at the front of minnloveskame as the link will not work if you do that.

I know you must be thinking that my livejournal address is very ...
But I have been using it a few months ago and I have a couple of LJ(livejournal) friends already so I cannot possibly change the address. So yeah, please bear with it. :D

Those who do not have livejournal accounts, fret not! cause you can still comment in my entries. However, you will appear as anonymous thus you have to leave your name at the end of your comment.

Sorry for all the inconveniences caused.

2007-05-12T11:14:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER IS TOTALLY SCREWED!

I cannot even edit my posts to delete my repeated post. Argh. I AM SO GONNA CHANGE TO LIVEJOURNAL!

Take note: This entry is pretty much on japanese idols stuff, so if you cannot stand it, you may close this window.

Anyway, I went out with Shaowee and Dawnie yesterday and whoa, I shopped till my legs were aching. I must say, I love Kinokuniya! I love the heavenly smell of nice and new books! Hahaha. And I realised, just yesterday, that many people like Arashi! Like, NANDE? I'm not saying that they're not good, but of all the japanese fangirls that I came across yesterday in Kino, all of them were like, ARASHI! and OMGOSH, ARASHI! I was the only one like, KAT-TUN! AHH! KAME! AHH! JIN! ^^; Then there was this girl who was beside me and she pointed at the Duet magazine, which has KAT-TUN's picture as the cover, said this, "My friend used to like them, and that was like pretty long ago." PRETTY LONG AGO? They are still so young! Nevertheless, I grabbed the Duet magazine and Shaowee and Dawnie paid for it for my birthday present! Arigatou ne! :D

One japanese magazine cost like, $14.50. It is sooo expensive, but worth it though because the pictures are really pretty, unlike the quality of Singapore's magazines. The pages are well decorated and you can see that alot of effort is put into it. That is one of the many reasons why I like Japan! Lol.

Anyway, I haven't been on date with NEWS and when I saw them in the Duet magazine, I was like, "TEGOSHI IS SO HANDSOME!" He used to be this cute little boy in NEWS and now, he is a handsome grown up boy! Yamapi's new hair looks nice on him too! Hahaha. NEWS members are looking better and better now.
Sad to say, Jin is looking rather sloppy now ever since he came back from America. Is that American's trend? To look sloppy? His dress sense has pretty much deteriorated too. Nande? Where has my sexy and hot Jin gone to?

To end this entry beautifully ...

KAT-TUN AND NEWS ROCK! :D

2007-05-10T22:51:00.001+08:00

Konbanwa, minna-san! (It means good evening everyone!)

THE EXAMS ARE ... OVER! *screams*

Like finally! I have the time to relax and catch up with the latest KAT-TUN news and start making new layouts. Talking about that, I will be switching to livejournal soon because it will be much easier for me to keep in touch with my friends from other countries who are a big fan to KAT-TUN as well. ^^ I will update you guys about it after I am done with my new livejournal layout and figure out the codes for it. Gomen na, for the inconvenieces caused.

Went to the National Library with Dawnie and Shaowee today and whoa! it was huge! (I know I sound like some sua ku, but really, I don't go to other libraries except for the ones in Sengkang and Hougang. -.-) It is super nice as well! The children's section is really cute, it is very colourful and pretty quiet. However, a bunch of china people came into the children's section and made a huge din and broke the beautiful silence. How irritating. This is a library, not their house! People come here to find a quiet place to read and there they were, making alot of noise and acting like a bunch of monkeys. -.-!

Nevertheless, I borrowed a book that looks super NEW! (I love new books! They have the "read-me" smell. Old books have the "I'm-rotting" smell. Hahaha.) I guess I am back to crime fiction again. Lol. Sometimes it is good to change the genre of books you read now and then so that you will not get sick of it. :D

Anyway, I DO NOT understand why some imbeciles would wanna vandalize books! I mean, those are NOT their books, they are EVERYONE's books! I felt hurt for the book I just borrowed because some puerile person tried to correct the author's english. (Luckily the words are in pencil. I'm gonna erase them off!) I was STUNNED, I tell you. I think there is something wrong with these people. They are so ... !@@#$%@#@^

2007-05-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa, minna-san! (It means good evening everyone!)

THE EXAMS ARE ... OVER! *screams*

Like finally! I have the time to relax and catch with the latest KAT-TUN news and start making new layouts. Talking about that, I will be switching to livejournal soon because it will be much easier for me to keep in touch with my friends from other countries who are a big fan to KAT-TUN as well. ^^ I will update you guys about it after I am done with my new livejournal layout and figure out the codes for it. Gomen na, for the inconvenieces caused.

Went to the National Library with Dawnie and Shaowee today and whoa! it was huge! (I know I sound like some sua ku, but really, I don't go to other libraries except for the ones in Sengkang and Hougang. -.-) It is super nice as well! The children's section is really cute, it is very colourful and pretty quiet. However, a bunch of china people came into the children's section and made a huge din and broke the beautiful silence. How irritating. This is a library, not their house! People come here to find a quiet place to read and there they were, making alot of noise and acting like a bunch of monkeys. -.-!

Nevertheless, I borrowed a book that looks super NEW! (I love new books! They have the "read-me" smell. Old books have the "I'm-rotting" smell. Hahaha.) I guess I am back to crime fiction again. Lol. Sometimes it is good to change the genre of books you read now and then so that you will not get sick of it. :D

Anyway, I DO NOT understand why some imbeciles would wanna vandalize books! I mean, those are NOT their books, they are EVERYONE's books! I felt hurt for the book I just borrowed because some puerile person tried to correct the author's english. (Luckily the words are in pencil. I'm gonna erase them off!) I was STUNNED, I tell you. I think there is something wrong with these people. They are so ... !@@#$%@#@^

2007-05-08T18:16:00.000+08:00

I SOOOO WANNA GO JAPAN!

THE KAT-TUN STUFF THAT ARE SOLD THERE ARE LIKE, SO FREAKING CHEAP! YOU CAN GET A POSTER WITH JUST $2.50! *faints*

Who the hell said that Japanese products are expensive?

Mise sure earns a lot every day since the japanese idols products that are sold there are so expensive. I should NOT have bought pictures from there! What a rip off! But then again, there are not many places in Singapore that sell KAT-TUN stuff! *tugs at my hair*

Oh yes, I just found out that KAT-TUN's concert tickets cost US$230.00! Like, OMGOSH! So freaking expensive! And it was sold out VERY fast too! I swear I will save up like mad IF I am given a chance to purchase their tickets and that my parents allow me to go. I will save like, $1000 and the rest will be given by my parents and I will shop for all the KAT-TUN products and buy DBSK products for Shaowee and Yishi! And perhaps a few of Changmin and Jin stuff for Dawnie! *continues daydreaming*

Yosh!~(There are two meanings for my yosh. One is a greeting when I see people and the other means "alright". In this case, it means alright.) I shall start my hunt for Japanese friends! Hehehe :D Perhaps one day, JUST ONE DAY, I can go to Japan! Chotto! I CAN go to Japan! My cousin-in-law is a Japanese! I hope that she comes to Singapore to visit us during the December holidays so that I can go to Japan with her and my cousin and my two kawaii niece and nephew! AHHHH! I SEE HOPE!

Kakaka ... :D

2007-05-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

*SCREAMS!*

I have just received my KAT-TUN calendar photo book and it is beautiful! I was swooning over the wonderful photos that were taken when they were in New York and yes, excitement was coursing through my veins. If only I had a camera, I would have taken down pictures of how the book looks like and perhaps abit of the content to satisfy the thirst of a couple of KAT-TUN fans that could have come across my blog.

Whatever it is, I LOVE YOU CHONG! for buying this book for me. ^^

I really appreciate people liking KAT-TUN, especially Akame, but I think it is far too much if they start writing fanfictions on them falling in love or writing smut scenes of them having sexual intercourse. I admire good writers, of course, but I just cannot accept such stories of Akame. It is insulting them, in a way. And I do not think that it is appropriate. It gives me the impression that the writers are bereft of love ... and a proper sex life, that they have to write such stories.

2007-05-04T17:22:00.000+08:00

YAY! YAY! YAY!

Chong's gonna buy me KAT-TUN's calendar book for one of my birthday presents! OMGOSHHH! That THICK and BEAUTIFUL photo book is gonna be mine! AHHHHH! Although it is a calendar book, it is more of a photo book because there are MANY pictures inside that are taken this year only! Though Jin is absent in the pictures, Kame is present! So yeah, it is okay. Lol.

Just finished watching Cartoon KAT-TUN Episode Five and I STILL cannot comprehend why Avril Lavigne is SO popular in Japan. KAT-TUN likes her too! Especially Ueda. -.- Nande nande?! Wakanai ne!

Okay, now I feel REALLY motivated to study hard for my last eight papers next week because ... I WILL BE GETTING THE CALENDAR BOOK RIGHT AFTER MY LAST PAPER ENDS!

Omgosh, suddenly I love Chong so much. Lol!

2007-04-30T17:37:00.000+08:00

Omgosh! KAT-TUN love is in the air! The members are SO FUNNY together and I can see them being really bonded unlike last year! >.<

Right, so Dawnie, Shaowee and I were SUPPOSED to study together in the library today, but we were too lazy and fooled around instead. Lol.

Okay, back to KAT-TUN! I read SO MANY reports about them after Jin is back and OMGOSH! Akame love is like ... deeper than ever! Yayness! Best friends power!

KAT-TUN FOREVER! =D

2007-04-29T18:39:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why people always think that fat people have to stick to a particular dress code: long pants, tops that must have sleeves, no tight clothings.

Do fat people not have the choice to wear what they want? So what if they wear short pants and sleeveless shirts. There is no need to say, "Wahlao. So fat already still wanna wear such clothes." Fat people can dress well too. So what if their fats are bulging out, as long as they have the confidence and bring themselves out nicely, I don't think there is anything wrong with dressing in short pants and sleeveless shirts. Why do people always have to bring fat people down by commenting on their thighs, hands, stomach and face? Being fat is not something anybody wants! Let me quote something in chinese, ji2 suo2 bu4 yu4 hu4 shi1 yu2 ren2. Don't do unto others what you don't want others to do unto you. If you do not like the feeling of people bringing you down, then do not do that to others!

There is no point even if you keep apologising. The harm has already been done to that person. What can he/she do even if he/she doesn't accept your apology? Nothing! So somebody who accepts your apology doesn't mean that he/she is feeling okay already. Plus, you cannot possibly go back time and stop yourself from saying all those hurtful comments right? So please think before you talk.

Beauty comes from the inside, and not from the outside. Even a woman who has got an extremely beautiful face but a very ugly heart is labelled as ugly.

2007-04-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

Here are some pictures from KAT-TUN's latest concert at Sendai that I wanna share with ALL OF YOU!
I WANNA SPREAD SOME AKAME LOVE and KAT-TUN LOVE! <3

Arigatou ninefly and ryuuringo for sharing them! I did not post all though, cause I was too lazy.

2007-04-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

YES! I HAVE JUST RECEIVED MY NEW KAT-TUN ALBUM! >.<

I am SO SO SOOOOO HAPPY! I was literally jumping for joy when I retrieved the album from my papa's hand and ran around the living room. IT IS MY VERY FIRST ALBUM! =D I LOVE KAT-TUN FOREVER! WEEEEE~

Another motivation for me to work hard for my mid-year!

AND YOU KNOW WHAT! The songs in their album are SUPER, SUPER, NICE! Okay, maybe not ALL, but MOST of them are! AHHHHH! *shrills*

I know I sound like an obsessed fangirl, but you cannot blame me for being excited, can you? I believe Shaowei understands how I feel! Lol.

*completely throws away that stupid incident that happened yesterday*

I AM LIKE THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH NOW!

2007-04-21T08:26:00.000+08:00

IT IS SUPER CONFIRMED THAT JIN IS BACK IN KAT-TUN! AHHHH!

A press conference had just been held yesterday to acknowledge the return of Jin! OMGOSH! >.< KAT-TUN is finally whole again!

And many many yays! KAT-TUN is having their own TV show now that is called Cartoon KAT-TUN and all of them are cho kawaii! Ueda and Nakamaru are having their own radio show too! KAT-TUN is getting more and more occupied recently.

My mood is getting better after knowing so many stuff about KAT-TUN and it has stirred me to work hard for my mid year like how Kame is working hard for his career too!

People who love Jin! Let say "Yayness" together! "YAYNESS!"

2007-04-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna study BUT I just cannot bring myself to, especially when I am plagued with so many illnesses.

Whenever I reach home, I will be like, "What should I study for today? What can I do?" and I will realise that some of the books are still under my table in school and that I cannot start anything at all. Math? The stupid calculator has spoilt and I have yet to buy a new one because I was short of twenty cents when I went to Popular today to get one.

Damn it. When will I have the motivation to study hard? =/

2007-04-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

Damn! I hate it when I fall sick. Now I am plagued with flu and sore throat. NICE ONE MAN. Ruin my enthusiasm. T.T

Anyway, it was SO fun yesterday and today! Wahaha.

Yesterday:
Many of us went to Elena's house to help out with the preparation of the food for homecoming the next day(which is today). Our hands were on the verge of breaking as we carry all the ingredients to Elena's house. LOUIS was being really nice to volunteer to help me carry the watermelon as it was SUPER heavy. Lol. And the ever-so-NUA Guoqiang and Bong helped out too! Hahaha. We were on a hunt for hotdog bread arh! Imagine carrying the load of stuff and looking for 37 packets of hotdog bread.

When we reached Elena's house, Liying, Louis, Bong and GQ started cutting the bread and GQ was damn funny arh! LOL. Father(Zhengyi) and I were digging balls of watermelon and honeydew. They were really sweet! Heehee.

Then many many things happened in between and around the night, almost all of us were gathering at the living room to watch Death Note 2. LOUIS was damn kaobei. Lol. I was pissed and tickled at the same time because what he said was funny yet pissing off. What an idiot. Lol.
Oh yes! We even took a picture of Bong! LOL. Weihui took the opportunity to take a funny face of him when his mouth was open. HAHAHA!

At about 11++pm, HOME SWEET HOME!

Today:
Homecoming has finally arrived! A couple of us woke up DAMN early to go to Elena's house to bring the stuff to school. I was DEAD tired. Father was DAMN DAMN DAMN stupid arh! Argh. Don't wanna talk about it.
Anyway, as the others went up for speech day, Liying, Ben and I left behind to tend the stall and stuff. Wah, many students kept going into our stall to get to another place. Our stall is not some kind of pathway or whatever larh. HOW RUDE! I was so pissed that I scolded a couple of them. =x They could have asked or something right!
When the speech day was coming to an end, Liying and I started preparing bread of those who came to help out at Elena's house yesterday. It serves as a reward for their hardwork! ^^
406, XIN KU LE!

At about 11, we quickly took a few class photos and Chong and I had to rush for some GB event. One big sigh! We were so upset when we had to leave so early. On our way to our GB event, we kept talking about how fun it would be and what the others were doing over there and how much we missed every single one of them. Sian arh.
Going there so early was just a waste of time. We spent ONE HOUR STONING IN THE CANTEEN. -.-
One word: BORING!

Whatever it is, what I wanna say is ...

I LOVE 406! <3

2007-04-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

Since we are to start saying good stuff about others, I shall start by showing my appreciation to ALL of the G-FORMULA members! ^^

Jamie the Ginger! (Our head) - Thank you for ALWAYS being the peacemaker! It is because of your peaceful character that helps us solve some of our little disputes so quickly! And it is also because of your kindheartedness that you make me realise sometimes I treat some people too harshly. Thank you for your constant encouragement and motivation when I feel like I cannot go on anymore.

Chong the Goose! (Our vice-head) - Thank you for being my best friend! I guess no one can ever find an even better best friend than I did. Although you have done things to make me mad, you have done EVEN MORE things to make me happy! Yes, being with you is indeed something mirthful and a very big thank you for putting up with my unreasonable behaviour and cheering me up whenever I am down. Also, thank you for ALWAYS joining me in doing stupid actions and alaf-ing. Without you, I guess I will not have the courage I have now.

Shaowei the Gorilla! - Thank you for being SUCH a goody friend! Being with you is such an enjoyable thing and I simply adore talking about idols with you and let our imagination run wild together, laughing at our stupid thoughts and stuff. Thank you for never giving up on me even though there were times when our friendship was in a very bad condition. Your advice has really made me grow up alot and made me realise many things. Remember our date to Japan with Dawnie! Hahaha. Hope you will see your DBSK there!

Nicole the Ganuary! - Thank you for always being such a cheerful and enthusiastic person as such characteristics make you a very fun person to be with! You never fail to make me laugh like mad with your stupid singing and behaviour and I really enjoy being with you. Thank you for always standing by me when I needed support.

Ginny the Ginny? LOL. - Thank you for always listening to me grumble about unhappy things that have happened to me. Though it is a subconscious behaviour, you have NEVER failed to make me laugh. With you around, my troubles are gone because I will be too busy laughing. Thank you for being so nice to me, constantly giving me encouragement and giving me matured advice to make me realise how childish my thinking is.

Dawn the Garlic! - Thank you for ALWAYS accompanying me to the library! Haha. You are always so funny with all your idiotic talking. You have been a great supporter when helping out with the planning and carrying out of our plan for the GB leisure outing last year. You have made planning alot more easier for me and you have performed really well! Remember our date with Shaowei to Japan! Lol. You should start saving now so that you can eat as much as you like there while Shaowei and I spend our time with our idols. Hahaha.

Jiamin the Geisha! - Hahaha. You are SUCH a blur and funny person. Though there are times when you make me pretty pissed off with you, you have made it up with your constant alaf-ing. Being with Dawn and you always makes me laugh because both of you always bicker over trivial matters and the content of your bickering is hilarious! Thank you for working with Dawn inhelping me with the planning and carrying out of our plan for the GB leisure outing last year. You have been a great help!

Lee Gek the Ghost! - Thank you for being such a great helper whenever I needed help. You have never expressed any unwillingness whenever I approached you for help. Thank you for always acting like a fool with me as well. You are indeed a great friend!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU GIRLS!
We have gone through rain and shine together, torturous trainings under the hot sun, crying over our achievements, punished together whenever a mistake was committed, sleeping together during camps, acting like fools everytime we are together, and many many more! The tears and perspiration that we have shed through these four years have bonded us even closer together.

G-FORMULA'07 SHALL BE TOGETHER FOREVER! =D

2007-04-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

We should always defend ourselves against unscrupulous people. Who knows what they may do next?

I think the most pathetic batch of people is those who put on an innocent front and doing evil things behind. Even at the time when they have been caught for committing a crime, they STILL think that their innocent front will buy people over. Are they just imbecilic or what? People would have seen them through thoroughly already!

Hey you, are you feeling INSULTED now? Because I am damn DISGUSTED with your behaviour for we have put in alot of effort in making everything work out. If you are jealous of us, then do an even better job to PROVE to us that you are better than us. Doing things behind our back is just a gesture that tells us, hey, you are actually such a despicable person.

I guess this is the impression you want all of us to have of you huh?
Oh well, I shall say that you have SUCCEEDED! ^^ *applause*
And I despise you to the core now.

In case the juniors are wondering, I am not talking about GB. =D

2007-04-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

Yay! Had sushi with Shaowee and Dawnie this afternoon and one of the new staff there was HUMOUROUS. You see, whenever somebody patronises Sakae Sushi, the staff will always greet him/her with "Irashaimasen". However, the new staff was pretty noob, so instead of pronouncing "Irashaimasen", he pronounced, "Mase masen!" LOL! Damn funny. We kept laughing at him and stupid Dawnie kept imitating him. Hahaha.

We have also decided to go Japan together after 'O's and my aim for going there is because of Kame, Shaowee's aim for going there is because of DBSK and Dawnie's aim for going there is because of the FOOOD. Shaowee and I started getting damn high when we imagined all the different scenes that would take place once we reach Japan. WAHAHA! Then Shaowee will be off with DBSK while I will be off with Kame and Dawnie will dine at a Japanese restaurant for the whole day. Lol. Shaowee and I laughed damn hard as we were thinking damn far off about our idols bringing us to their hotels. LOL! SO FUN!

Then, while we were having our ice cream, we started composing some stupid song about the three of us. Hahaha. The verses that we think for Dawnie's part was damn funny! Everything has got to do with food. Lol!

Funny funny people!

2007-04-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

I shall start blogging about yesterday! IT WAS SUPER FUN, i tell you!

In the morning, Chong, Junkiat and I went to Hougang Point to meet all the other people that were supposed to turn up to go to Sheng Siong with us to purchase the ingredients for Homecoming. On our way there, many people smsed me telling me that they will be late! So yeah, the three of us were the earliest. Our class has no time management! Lol.

After some time, Bong(Ngee Bing), Guoqiang, Father(Zhengyi), Weihui, Liying and Imran finally arrived(there were some who did not turn up) and we started walking to Sheng Siong then. WAH, our journey there was arduous, I tell you. We walked for THREE DAYS in the desert before reaching our destination. LOL. Right, so we met Ben and his gf(Jamie) and Elena there. After that, we started hunting for all the ingredients and Liying, Father and I went the same direction while the others were either searching for other ingredients or milling around. Stupid Bong and Guoqiang is the slackest! As all guys had to carry something, they each took a plastic board that we bought, which was supposed to be used for our banner. Idiotic arh! Lol.

Bong was super funny. I did not which mustard I should buy so I asked the guys which kind of mustard tastes better. Guess what Bong said. "The yellow color one." Like, LOL. Everyone started laughing. It was super funny larh. After paying for the stuff, we went to Elena's house to put all the ingredients and started doing our banner.

The others left and only Shumin, Weihui, Father, Elena, Liying and I were left. The ones who left only came back in the night because there was steamboat. How idiotic! Lol. So yes, we started working on our banner. It is SUPER cute! Hahaha. All our cute ideas link together to form a cute banner! Yehao came over to Elena's house to help out with the preparation of the steamboat as well. Elena distracted us by playing the vampire show that was starring Edison Chen and I was watching the show instead of drawing! Lol. Edison Chen is SUPER HOT! He kind of resembles Oguri Shun.

Yehao and Elena started working in the kitchen and they were like our dad and mom! Hahaha. What a loving couple! Father had stepped down for a day! Elena and Yehao were our God-mom and God-dad. We started taking photos of them cooking together and it was so funny! Elena was so shy! Yehao was damn sporting though. Haha.

After all the working, it was about 7pm already, so we started having steamboat! Many people started streaming in and Ben and Junkiat kept eating all the fried food till very little was left arh! *shakes head* Jianwei and Shirleen came to join us for steamboat too and everyone was like a big family together having dinner. Haha. How warming, isn't it? After eating, we took a group photo and Liying, Chong and I went off as Liying lives quite far away and Chong and I had to go for Staff Wang's BBQ.

It was so funny when we were at Kovan Melody. Nicole, Shaowei, Chong and I were taking loads of ALAF photos and we kept laughing and laughing. Some unhappy things occured in the midst of the BBQ but everything was fine after that! The power of G-FORMULA's friendship! ^^

Then ... Home sweet home! What a LONG and FUN-FILLED day!

2007-04-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

Oh my oh my, where has Kame's confidence and charisma gone to? After watching their performance of Peak, their new single, during the Shonen Club Premium, I realised that Kame doesn't seem to be performing like himself. I know you must be thinking that I am mad for being SO observant over his every move, expressions and stuff, but it is really obvious! To me, at least. He isn't as confident like all the other previous performances. He kept looking at the floor, trying to remember his dance steps. It is so unlike him to do that! He is always very prepared and does every single dance step impeccably well! However, this time, he forgot some of his dance steps and his eyes seem to be telling me that there is something on his mind. He is not as focused as before and even when he winks at the camera, it is just not the usual sexy him. I don't know how to describe it but the feeling is just so different. He used to be the one who stands out the most and people who sees KAT-TUN's performance will ALWAYS notice him first! But this time, the other members seem to stand out more than him. His charm seems to have lost its power! Haiyoh ...

I hope he regains his old standard.

Nevertheless, I still love him all the same, be it him being good or bad while performing. I will support him all the way! ^^

2007-04-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

WAO! I feel so happy today! ^^ Wahaha. I was really high in class today and kept laughing. Well, the biggest reason to why I am so happy is because of the KAT-TUN album that I have pre-ordered! I can feel the motivation to study now and I was soo excited last night that I slept for only a couple of hours. Even so, I did not fall asleep during the BORING lessons! Hahaha. You can imagine how happy I am =D

Anyway, went to Compass with Dawn to have lunch after school and after we went Helen to buy her hair clip, we went to Comics Connection to buy my comic book. However, my comic book is TOO popular thus it was sold out! I was pretty disheartened because it was not available in Century Square as well when I went there to look for it yesterday! Feeling quite determined to buy the second and third episodes of the comic book, I went to Popular to search for it. There was only the third episode displayed on the shelves and I was like, "HUH ..." Then, a surge of persistence coursed through my veins and I decided to look behind the books that were displayed because I knew that people would hide the comics they want behind the displayed comics so as to prevent others from buying it(Okay, I do that often too. Heh). Too bad they cannot hide it from the intelligent me! WAHAHA. I found it in a few minutes and I was soooo freaking excited! Yay! Lucky me!

I cannot stop smiling.

My life is just as PURR-fect even without you around. =D

2007-04-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

KAT-TUN'S NEW SINGLE, PEAK, IS SUPER NICE!

WAHAHA. To show my support for them, I have JUST purchased their newest album that will be out on the 18th April, Cartoon KAT-TUN II You(the limited edition one) and it will be at my doorstep on the 1st May. I CANNOT WAIT! Actually, I could add another US$12.98 so that it will arrive two days after the album comes out. However, the album itself already costs S$60 so I cannot possibly get my mom to pay another US$12.98 just because of my impatience. SO I SHALL WAIT! You know what, THE COVER OF THEIR LIMITED EDITION ALBUM IS SOOOOO MUCH COOLER THAN THE NORMAL EDITION ONE! >.< And of course, the price is much steeper as well. Still, IT IS WORTH IT! Kame looks really nice on it! Ahhhhh~ I am suffering from the fangirl disease right now.

Anyway, their song, PEAK, is REALLY REALLY NICE! Their dance steps are damn cool too! There are no longer gay dance steps! =D Omgosh, I was like, AHHHHHH! when I saw them dance and sing! Kame is as sexy even though his hair has been cut short. Kakkoi ne! >.<

Zutto ai shi teru Kamenashi-kun! <3

2007-03-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY! =D

Yayyyy! I am pre-ordering KAT-TUN's new album, Cartoon KAT-TUN II You, that is releasing on the 18th April! >.< size="5">WAHAHA ...

2007-03-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

It is soooo weird not having to attend CCA today! Everybody is going for their CCAs whereas Chong and I were not! Guess I am just not used to it.

Anyway, the designing of the class tee is finally finishing! Yay! Oh yes, the damn supplier is such an ASS. If his price for our customized shirts was not cheap, I would not have put up with him and his bullshit. I do not understand how someone can be soooo meddlesome when it is OUR class t-shirt and not his! Whatever~

We have decided to put nicknames on our shirts and it was really funny! Everybody had funny funny names and I really cannot imagine if someone actually calls out our nickname when they see the back of our shirts. What a joke! Lol.

Actually, I am pretty pissed off today, but have decided to put it behind me so that everything will be harmonious. Afterall, I would not want a quarrel with ANYONE. I will just have to bear with it! Everything will be over soon (:

I am gonna chuck you and my feelings aside first. Studies and friends are my priority. I guess after my 'O's then will I bring you back into my life.

2007-03-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

WE GOT SILVER FOR THE DRILL COMPETITION AND GOLD FOR COMPANY AWARD!

Wahahaha! I am sooooo happy! Let me relate to you from the start of the competition till the end.

We were standing in the middle of the parade square, in our own positions, waiting for the music to start. When the music started playing, we started doing our musical drills. I started crying when our musical drills ended because the pain from my knees was excruciating. I know that I could not and did not reach my original standard (which is when I am well and jumping about), but I have really done my best. I didn't think that we did well so I expected us to get Certificates of Participation (COP). With this mentality, I started preparing myself for the prize giving and told myself NOT to cry when they announce our company to collect the COP.

I managed to see how other coys perform and wow! they were really good! The dressing, the salutes, the stamps, DAMN SUD! DAMN COOL! After seeing how they performed, I was REALLY convinced that we would get COP. Afterall, how much can the format drills affect right?

When it was time for the prize giving, all the coys fall in in the parade square and the sun was beating against our skins. I was ROASTED! Right, so the ma'am started announcing the companies that got COP and I was PRAYING that we would not get COP though I expected that we would. After she had finished announcing the companies for COP, I started tearing already because we were not inside! Jiamin teared too! All the Sec 4s were really relieved and we were getting pretty uptight about the results.

After that, she started announcing the companies who got Bronze and once again, OUR COMPANY WAS NOT INSIDE! This time, I was tearing even harder. Then came the announcing of the silver awards. OUR COMPANY WAS MENTIONED! Omgosh! WE GOT A SILVER! (I shall not mention the presenting of other awards larh cause our company got a silver so FULLSTOP!)

After the singing of the vesper, we were dismissed! Almost all the Sec 4s were crying and I think I cried the hardest. LOL. Damn embarrassing, now that I come to think of it. Still, I was really happy! I cried and cried and when Staff Wang allowed me to touch the trophy, I was like, "IT IS REAL! OMGOSH, IT IS REAL!" and started crying again. Many many people came to hug me and you know what, EVEN DAWN WAS CRYING! Everybody was really happy, and to add to this happy outcome, ma'am Vennie told us that we got gold for our company award! WAAA! This added to my tears! Lol. I was sooo freaking happy. Hahaha. Staff Wang then passed me the trophy and the Sec 4s were telling me that I have exchanged it with my blood. Haha. I was sooo freaking happy arh! All the Sec 4s started to be really high after that and I kept smiling to myself! LOL.

I LOVE G-FORMULA!<33

To celebrate this happy occasion, Ginny, Shaowei, Nicole, Dawn, Jiamin, Staff Wang and I went to Burger King to have dinner and ma'am Vennie joined us after that. If Jamie, Yueting and Lee Gek were present, the whole of the G-FORMULA would be complete.

Still, I am really really happy and GOOD JOB GIRLS!

2007-03-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the last lap of our race. Let us do our very best and let the audience stare at our musical drills in awe! I will do my very best too and conceal the pain that I feel. (Will the judges notice that I am injured and give me pity marks? I hope they do! Kakaka.)

Music has this special effect on me, I realise. Although the pain from my wounds was intense, the music sort of acts like a painkiller and my wounds do not feel as painful.

I think the NPCC officers are so funny arh. They were like, "Omgosh! Ouch!" when they saw my wounds and I was still marching on the spot (Hentak).

Went to see the doctor after drills and omgosh, the doctor is such a rough woman! I think she is half of Staff Wang. Lol. She was so rough when she cleaned my wound for me and applied some funny cream on my wounds. It was super pain! I really wonder if she is even a woman.

Anyway, I am going to end my entry here. Take care fellow people!
And GB girls, JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!

2007-03-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

WHY OF ALL TIMES MUST I FALL DOWN AND HURT MYSELF SO BADLY JUST TWO DAYS BEFORE THE COMPETITION?

Damn it. What the hell is wrong with me recently? Can't I get anything done well AT ALL?

I know you girls are gonna persuade me to withdraw from the competition but I'm sorry, I cannot listen to you people this time. This competition means the world to me and getting me to withdraw is one hundred times worse than the pain coming from my wounds. Please have faith in me. Please believe that I can endure the pain. It is just four minutes of musical drills right? I can do it. Please don't take this opportunity away from me. I want to complete this race with everybody else who has trained so hard for the past few months. Good sportsmen never give up halfway, do they? Please respect my decision and support me all the way. That is all I need now.

Sorry for being such a burden to some of you because I could not walk properly and you girls had to walk slowly with me and support me. I am SO honoured to have the National's 2nd first aider to treat my wounds. Haha. ^^ Thank you Liying! And I wanna thank Elena for treating my wound too! Once again, Mrs Valerie Lee had reached out for me and supported me to the toilet while I was at the sickbay. A couple of teachers were very concerned as well and kept giving me advice on how to prevent my wounds from leaving a scar after I have recovered. Thank you Chong, Mel and Amanda too! For being so patient with me though I took such a LONG time to make my way to the Chemistry lab. Yeah, it was an adventure.

I think I will take about half an hour to walk to the bus interchange tomorrow. =/

I hate it when I walk so slowly because I used to walk really fast. Sian. I am acting like some elderly woman. Lol.

2007-03-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

To kind of fit my new blog url, I have decided to change my style of blogging for this post.

Good evening everybody, welcome to the blogging session of With Minn. Hope you will discover new things as well as learn something from this post. =D

Do you think that shouting at your friends and demanding the unreasonable from them is actually a way of showing affection? Babies are babies and teenagers are teenagers. Babies cry to get attention from their parents so that they will feel them because they are inarticulate. However, teenagers can get what they want simply by just being nice and ask politely. There is no need to shout and scream at anyone. Being so rude and crude is just a reflection of how bad the person character is.
Perhaps you have not witnessed how mean she was with her friends. You have only seen one side of her, have you seen her other side? She may be a wolf in a sheep's clothing for all you know.

Perhaps many people must be thinking why the seniors are so mean to get their juniors into trouble. But have you ever wonder what is going through the hearts and minds of the seniors when they have to tell out all these? Their main purpose is not to do in everybody but to actually make them learn their mistakes. There are many things that they do not know as well. All I can say is, accept your due punishment and learn from this lesson.

Ganbatte na, minna.

2007-03-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

I think the Sec 4s are gonna die of agitation soon.

I still DO NOT understand how someone can be SO heartless and scheming. I know, you must be thinking that I am simple minded, but the thing is, I just cannot make out the reason why there are such people. I have ALWAYS believed that everyone has a kind personality deep down inside, no matter how evil he/she is. However, I have been proven wrong. Not everyone is how I perceive to be.

All I can say is, we Sec 4s have trusted the wrong people and now that we have seen their true colors, is it too late to do anything now? Can we even do anything to salvage the situation? Can we really not care about all that is happening AT ALL? I know I cannot because I am not the type who does not care.

ONE BIG SIGH.

I am so frustrated over so many things already and if I were to be frustrated over his matters too, I think I might as well just sleep for the whole day.

Can you please block me in Msn or something? Can you live FAR away from me so that I will not have a chance to see you at all?

GAHHHHHH

2007-03-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

I think my post is getting kind of solemn these days. I guess it is because of the numerous things that I have thought about that I need to blog about some of them.

Perhaps being intelligent is not such a good thing afterall. Being intelligent does not mean that you will never get into trouble because you think ahead of others. Instead, it leads to people thinking that you are scheming and untrustworthy. Some people are just too intelligent for their own good. Even the smartest murderer on Earth makes a mistake and that mistake had led to his arrest. So how far can us, the inexperienced people, go? How well can you scheme things? How impeccable can your plan be? How well do you destroy your evidence?

Finding a scapegoat for own crime and running away from the responsibilities is just going to land you into deep trouble. I guess what is most disgusting is the people who approve of your ugly behaviour. Where are all your morales? I CANNOT stand people who find scapegoats, approve of other people's crime and think that they are a hell lot smarter than others thus will never get caught. It is the despise that the intelligent people have of others that makes them forget that the naive and simple people can actually be the cause of their downfall.

2007-03-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

This morning was our competition and all I can say is ... Damn it. I was too nervous. Chong and I started tearing EVEN BEFORE it was our turn. I guess we were too nervous. Our drills was really bad, really really bad. We screwed up a couple of times. SIGH. What was worse was that I actually stepped on my boots while I was doing an about turn! =/

Oh well, nevermind! What is over, is over. We still have our musical drills competition left.

We must do it impeccably well so that we can make up for screwing up for our format drills. =D

2007-03-16T16:46:00.000+08:00

I think I am suffering from pre-competition withdrawals. NOOOOO~

Tomorrow is our competition already and I really PRAY HARD that the weather will be good and that we will do extraodinarily well! I do not think that I can sleep well tonight. I will be too busy thinking about the competition and worrying about our performance. Anxiety and worry is coursing through my veins now and I believe MOST of the girls are feeling the same. Obviously for those who do not give a damn, they will just think that tomorrow is just another normal day.

No matter how good you are, you do not deserve to be in the competition if you do not have the right attitude. So please do not think so highly of yourself. Opportunities should be given to people who are willing to put in their best.

I used to think that I will never come across people who have a heart of evil, but now, I guess I am wrong. I really do not understand how someone can be so heartless and not even a wee bit loving to others. It is like they are the only ones who are the most important and others are just stepping stones. To them, friends are just maids who help them do the dirtiest work and they get all the credit. To them, power and glory is a need and a want and unless they get all the power, they will never give up, they will continue stepping onto others to make themselves stand out. They require unquestioned loyalty from everybody and they instill fear into people to make them obedient.

I believe, no matter how much fear you instill in somebody, there will be a tinge of hatred that is growing in the heart of the person, and one day, he/she might just explode and defeat you somehow.

Power.

The reason for people's change of attitude.
The reason for people's ruthlessness.
The reason why there are wars.

2007-03-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

THE KIDS ARE SOOOO ADORABLE!

It has been a few months since I went back to His Connection to help out and I really missed the kids alot! They are soooo C-U-T-E! AHHHH! I LOVE kids! Hahaha. Jamie and Nicole too! We are not paedophiles, of course. Though kids are the hardest to manage, they are the cutest and most innocent creatures on Earth. =D Laughter. It is so evident that you just cannot miss it. Those genuine smiles from the kids and little rebellious acts really make you want to love them more. I want to have many many kids in future! LOL.

Anyway, after helping out, Jamie, Gilda and I went to KFC to talk about tou hao fans and the fan club. Hahaha. Jamie and I talked alot, I realise. If the WHOLE of Sec Four batch is present, I think even ten hours is not enough for us to finish talking! Haha. Oh yeah, I really want to thank all the Sec Fours for helping me and moulding me into a better person. I am no longer the rebellious and irresponsible ass like before. I feel so touched! Lol.

Guess the friends around you are really important and essential for your growing process. I believe all of us have learnt many things from one another and I hope that we will all stay together forever! LOL.

2007-03-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

*drum rolls* The grand Ginseng Minn the Fortress of GB is finally back from camp!

This camp was SUPER tiring and I swear my bones are on the verge of breaking and every single muscle in my body is aching. T.T Nevertheless, it was considered the most fun camp ever attended. The main reason to it was that the Sec Fours can stick together because there was no groupings. Yay! We kept laughing and joking about funny stuff and indeed, we were the noisiest. Lol. So yes, we came up with the G.GB'2007, which consists of only the Sec Fours and the only Sec Five, Lee Gek.

Ginger - Jamie
Goose - Chong
Ginseng - Me
Gorilla - Shaowei
Ganuary - Nicole
Garlic - Dawn
Geisha - Jiamin
Ghost - Lee Gek
Ginny STILL remains as Ginny because she already has a G in her name.

These are all our christian names. LOL! We have also made up this G-FORMULA factory where we are going to sell the best milk and also offer people to come to our factory to see how milk is made. (That is gonna happen only when we grow up.) Ginny is the director of the factory, I am the lawyer who helps to draw up contracts and stuff, Goose is the security guard, Gorilla, Garlic, Ganuary are the tour guides, Geisha is the performer to people who come, Ginger is the designer of the whole factory and its facilities and as for Ghost, she is in charge of patroling in the night.

Oh! We even came up with a story and it was about us attacking an intruder(Gilda) who wants to steal our secret formula!

It all happened in Ganuary. The intruder made its way into the building and the Ghost started to scare it. Then, the goose moved towards it and started attacking its private parts. LOL. After that, the Ginger and Garlic stuffed themselves into her mouth and the Gorilla slammed itself onto her. As for the Geisha, she was standing at a corner, laughing elegantly, using a hand to cover her small mouth. Once the intruder was unconscious, the fortress, me, revealed a hole from underground and the Gorilla dumped the intruder in. Behind all these fighting scenes was Ginny, dictatoring every single move on a computer screen. LOL.

HAHAHA. G.GB'2007 is soooo fun!

Origin of the fortress: Super long story. Lol. Only the GB girls know so if anyone wanna know, please do ask them.

2007-03-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

It took me SO long to contain my feelings and now it is out on the large again. God must be making fun of me. Why did he let me see you again? NANDE? *pulls my hair* I am at a loss again.

Sigh. Atashi yappari suki nanda yo.

Anyway, I will be off for camp tomorrow! Guess what is awaiting me is tough training. Afterall, our competition is just six days away. SIX DAYS. So many things are troubling me. The competition, Peixuan, him and many more. How irritating. Why can I not live in a life free of troubles?

2007-03-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

Here are the pictures taken on Wednesday!

Yay! I love Sec 4s'07!

Anyway, instead of feeling negative about some Secondary Ones not liking GB, I have decided to believe that they will come to love GB in due time. =D

I have also decided not to think of the flaws of two people and think of their good instead. Though one of them has really nothing good that I can think about, I will STILL try my very best to think of something good. Afterall, I have got to learn how to love everybody and treat them well even though they have pissed me off. This way, I will lead a happier life and everyone will be happy too! ^^

2007-03-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

I guess it is only when someone you know is experiencing the worst time of her life then will you realise how fortunate you are.

From the bottom of my heart, I pray for your well-being, and hope that you will be able to pass this ordeal. Please do not give up.

Anyway, IT IS JUST ONE MORE WEEK TO OUR NATIONAL DRILL COMPETITION! *screams* Zoom! and three weeks of training just whizzed past. I think I will die of anxiety when the competition day arrives. Imagine being under the scrutiny of the judges and other competitors, I am SO afraid that I will screw up.

I want to see you, yet do not want to see you. How ironical.

2007-03-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

*CHANG CHANG!*

My new blogskin! I did not know that doing a blogskin can actually help me relieve stress and the sense of accomplishment I got, took my bad headache away! But yeah, the relieving effect is just temporary. Still, it was useful! Anyway, made some updates. I removed the third column, whereby all the songs I like and pictures of KAT-TUN were, because I felt like making a really simple skin this time. The Japanese idols paragraph under the profile section has been updated! I added a few new idols of mine and deleted some too! My favourite ones among the latest are Oguri Shun and Matsuda Shota! Two of the F4 members in Hana Yori Dango. ^^ I also updated my wishlist and the lyrics section. Wish from Arashi is currently my favourite song!

Anyway, I have not changed my target from Kame to Jin! It just happened that Kame did not have the photos that suit my themes thus I have to use Jin's pictures instead.

*Prays hard that I will pass tomorrow's Differentiation test*

2007-03-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH!

Someone control me from spending my money! I was SO SO SO TEMPTED to buy KAT-TUN's photo sets and Kame's uchiwa when Yishi called me, telling me that she will be buying NEWS stuff from the internet and asked whether I wanted anything. Best of all, THEY ARE ALL AUTHENTIC! Unlike the ones in Mise. I REALLY wanted to buy! BUT, I knew I had to save up and if I were to spend all the money I have in my piggy currently, I will never be able to hit my target. *cries in agony*

2007-03-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

I realize that we may feel nothing to a xie zhen ji of an idol that we do not fancy, but to a fan of him, it will mean the world to her. When I was flipping through Jay Chou's xie zhen ji, I went like, -.-! Kame's better. However, when Shaowei received the xie zhen ji, shrills of excitement were heard and her face was filled with mirth. I was thinking why she would react that way and I thought back to the day when I bought my first KAT=TUN xie zhen ji and I was as excited as her too! So yeah, I kinda understand.

Saving is such a TOUGH thing for me! Being quite a spendthrift, I am trying REALLY hard to save up because I intend to give Chong a super expensive present since it may be our last year being best friends because we may be going to different JCs. Afterall, we have different targets and different routes we wanna go. We agreed on giving each other a big surprise and an expensive present so that we can keep it forever. However, I still hope that we can really be best friends forever. It is kind of hard finding a best friend. I hope we can be like Jinwei and his best friend. They have been best friends for many years already. From their primary school days till now, their university days. Impressive, is it not?

I have been doing alot of thinking recently and one of things I realise is that, I do not know when but GB has become a part of my life without even me knowing it. I guess a couple of us are like this too.

Sigh, so many things are going through my mind.

2007-03-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAOWEIIIIII!

Hahaha. It was sooo funny today! I designed this treasure hunt game for Shaowei to play for time so that we can go to her class to prepare for her big surprise and while waiting for her, all of us were squatting down at a corner, trying very hard to keep quiet and Angie was laughing so loudly arh! LOL. Having cut the cake, I fed all the Sec 4s a small piece of cake and when it came to Ginny's turn, I brought the piece of cake near her mouth and when she opened it, I put the cake in my mouth instead. LOL. Ginny's face was hilarious! But beneath this hilarious face, was a murderous intent. So yes, after this small little celebration, we went back to our classes.

Then yadda yadda yadda ... (Skipping what have happened after recess and during GB drill practice.)

We were dismissed early from our drill practice because it was raining cats and dogs. Yay! As Chong and I were really hungry, we went to Compass for dinner and started talking about sex. I know I know, you must be thinking why of all topics we actually chose to talk about it, BUT it is really interesting to listen to all the weird stories about sex. Lol. We shared the same thought ... What will be the scene like if Miss Yeo were to have sex with her husband in future? Like, LOL. We imagined the scene to be like the one in Norbit. Super funny! We started laughing really loudly in the food court and I guess we made quite a din. Heh.

After dinner, Chong wanted to try out the Comics Connection to see whether Shaowei's present will be there. Afterall, we were quite reluctant to go all the way to Kinokuniya in Orchard just to get her stupid xie zhen ji. Having searched for some time, I saw this xie zhen ji of Jay Chou that bore the word JIA! She wanted his xie zhen ji by the name of huang jin jia, so having seen the word jia on that xie zhen ji, I was sooo excited! I thought it was the correct one because the two words before it were unreadable by me and the last word was JIA. LOL.

So this was what happened ...
*Thrusting the book right infront of Chong's face*
Me: Eh! The one Shaowei wants! The something something JIA one!
Chong: Really! Yes! Then we do not have to go to Orchard tomorrow!
As she was indulging in the thought of not having to go Orchard tomorrow, she had forgotten to check the title of the xie zhen ji and also forgot that my chinese was not that good and that I did not know how to read the words except for JIA on that xie zhen ji.
*Went to pay for the xie zhen ji*
Me: Yay!
Chong: Wahaha!
*On the escalator*
Chong: Eh! Was that xie zhen ji huang jin jia?
Me: I don't know eh. I only know got the word jia.
Chong: WHAT?
*Took out the xie zhen ji and realised that it was HUO YUAN JIA*
*Both of us burst out laughing*
Chong: JYRMINN!
Me: HUH? WRONG ONE ARH?
Chong: How?!
Me: Call Shaowei to ask! Quick!
*Called Shaowei and she said that the one she wanted was huang jin jia*
*Chong and I scrutinised the cover of the xie zhen ji and noticed the words huang jin jia on it*
Me: See! Got the words there! Should be correct larh.
Chong: Wah. Later wrong then sian diao.
Me: Won't larh. Heehee.
Chong: Next time cannot get you to buy chinese stuff. Scarly you wanted to buy wu yue tian's(Mayday) xie zhen ji but bought liu yue tian(Juneday) instead.
Me: Eh! I'm not that stupid arh! I know such simple words okay!
*The laughter continues*

As much as I hate to admit, I think my chinese really sucks.

2007-02-25T16:54:00.000+08:00

Went to Clara's house yesterday for her new year party and damn! I was the earliest among all the people I know who were going! -.- I thought they were all going to reach at 630 punctually since Jasmine said that she would reach there on time. Little did I know that I was the only one who reached there on time! Others came like, an hour later -.- Nice one. So ... while waiting for them, I went to Clara's room, which was filled with her church friends, and played some games. They are really funny people but I still felt quite uncomfortable with them since I didn't know anyone there.

One hour later ...
Jasmine was finally here! Then came Junxiang and his gang of people. Next was Melanie and the latest were Gwen and Berwin. Things got damn fun with Mel around because she always does stupid things and say stupid stuff. Lol.
Mel started replaying the day when we first knew each other ... which was Sec One.
Mel: When Jyrminn told me her name was Jyrminn, I was like, Germaine? And she said, Jyrminn. Then I said Germaine again, and she said Jyrminn again. I thought she couldn't pronounce her own name! HAHAHA.

Typical Melanie.
Sometimes I wonder how she can be so stupid and yet be so funny.

2007-02-24T17:48:00.000+08:00

Here is something REALLY important I wanna blog about that happened yesterday but didn't have to chance to blog about it because of some reasons thus have decided to bring forward to today to mention it.

Here goes ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME!

Yesterday was Kame's birthday! Ahhhhh!

Anyway, I browsed through Chong's playlist in her phone today and realised how different her playlist is from mine. (I believe her playlist is the typical teenager would have.) Mine is filled with mostly japanese songs and english and chinese songs occupy only a puny percentage but for her, chinese songs are of larger percentage then the english songs. And! I've never heard many of her chinese songs before! Guess I'm really away from the chinese world. Lol.

2007-02-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

I was just wondering ... Do people actually stop what they are doing for a moment and look up at the beautiful sky? I believe many of us are too engrossed in doing our own stuff that we fail to neglect our surroundings, especially the sky. It's either we are looking at the pavement we are walking on, staring into the screens of our handphones, busy text messaging or indulging into our own genre of music that is blasting from our mp3s. I am one of these people. However, recently, I don't know why but I just looked up at the sky while I was walking back home and realise that the sky is such a beautiful thing that I have actually failed to admire all this while. You know, looking at it actually gives me a tranquil feeling; it's indescribable. You guys try on your own. Feel it with your heart.

Sigh. I feel so confused recently. I'm at a loss as to what to do.

*chucks the confused feeling away for a moment* By the way! BoA's new song, Nanairo no Ashita~Brand New Beat is super nice! People who haven't listened to it yet, please do download it! Highly recommended! I'm so gonna learn the lyrics of the song. ^^

Anyway, I guess Math isn't too tough a subject afterall. I'm starting to like it. I love the feeling of accomplishment when I have managed to solve a question. Heh.

2007-02-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

The thought just cannot leave my mind. It is rooted firmly in the soil of my mind and no matter how I try to pull the roots out, they just stay firm as where it is.

There are two roses; pale pink and purple. These two roses are very near each other, really really near. The florist placed the both of them side by side in two separate containers till one day, she placed a blue rose into the container where the pale pink rose is. They give off a waft of pleasant smell and people who came into the floral shop would never fail to take notice of the both of them. "Aren't they both beautiful together?" They would always say. What about the purple rose? It wants to be placed into the same container as the pale pink rose too. It wished that the blue rose would wither and die so that it will be just the pale pink rose and purple rose themselves left. However, the purple rose just can't bring itself to detest the blue rose. It doesn't know why but the blue rose gives it a really peaceful and pleasant feeling. Now, the purple rose wishes that it would be placed somewhere else far away from the both of them and concentrate on blooming beautifully and giving off smells that are even nicer than before.

2007-02-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLA! (My cousin, not the real ella.)

Okay, let's start this post in a positive tone first because the ending will not be a really happy one. Yeps. My parents bought ice cream cake for Ella this afternoon! And whoa, it tastes really great and the price was GREAT too. Ice cream makes me happy. Hahaha.

Anyway, I don't understand why she(let's name her H) can be so rude to ah ma. Look, it's new year now so all quarrels and scoldings should be avoided right? Plus the fact that ah ma's her senior! How can she shout and point her finger at ah ma? Seriously, ah ma is feeling really terrible because of her illness and has been living in anguish for many months already. I bet agony is living in every cell of her body and flowing in her blood. It is inevitable that she wish she would be dead, wouldn't she? Living in dad's eldest brother's house is killing her and having to receive scoldings from H's mother and H herself is making her feel worse. Imagine having to live under a roof with such mean people. I don't understand why ah ma has to do H's mother's bidding when ah ma's the one who is sick and not H's mother. -.- Please larh, even I cannot take it anymore. I really felt like standing up for ah ma when H was shouting at her, but I know it would be rude of me to do so. Afterall, she's older than me.

I think we should all be more considerate of ah ma's feelings and put ourselves in her shoes. How would WE feel if we were her? Will we think of ourselves as a burden to others? If a sixteen year old girl can think in this way, I don't see why people who are much older than I am can't do the same? Are they really too engrossed in caring about themselves? I think only my dad, Yishi's mom and Zhiwei's mom really care about ah ma. Others are just playing along and do not really care about her. It's really obvious, you know. They don't care about ah ma at all. All they ever think of is either money, or whether she'll bring about inconvenience to them. -.- How selfish. To think that ah ma even worked so hard just to support them when grandpa died young. I really cannot swallow it. How can one be so heartless? Her SONS somemore eh.

This world is filled with heartless people ...

2007-02-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, FELLOW PEOPLE!

You know, this year's gonna be my best year after living on Earth for fifteen years. I feel so much happier this year and all the special occasions really felt special! I mean, usually the special occasions are just normal days for me and I don't feel anything for it. But this year, it is totally different! First was Valentine's Day. People who knew what happened should know how happy I was. *Savouring the memories on that day* Then now, it is the Chinese New Year!(I believe the upcoming special occasions are gonna rock too!) I first thought that it's just gonna be another boring day and the only interesting thing was that I can receive red packets. However! Things started to get more and more fun in the afternoon! Anyway, my handsome cousin shook my hand and said happy new year to me! Omgosh, it's the first time he shook my hand! Okay okay, shall stop swooning over him.
Here's one scene that involves Jinwei, Yishi and I.
*I stood beside Jinwei and kicked his butt*
Jinwei: Eh! What are you doing!"
*We started "wrestling" and he threatened to "punch" me*
Me: You dare to punch me, I hit your *Ahems*
*The "wrestling" continues"
Jinwei: You hit my *ahems*, you shall not live to see tomorrow.
Yishi: More like YOU cannot live to see tomorrow.
*Yishi and I started laughing*
*Jinwei turned away and headed to the gambling table*
*Two of us went to join him and sat together*
Me: Eh, we shall remain in this formation and merge powers to win!
Yishi: Yarh! We are the act cute group.
*Everyone started laughing*
*Jinwei pouted to act cute*
Me: Let's call ourselves the S.H.E and Jinwei shall be Ella!
*The laughter got louder and Jinwei went away from us to sit with Yingying*
Yishi and I: Pedophile!
Origin of the act cute group: Jinwei told me that I should try to act younger and start acting cute (According to eight days magazine). So, he pouted just to show me how to act cute. LOL. Ever since then, we call ourselves the act cute group.

Please note: Jinwei's 23 already! -.- And he's still so childish. Lol.

2007-02-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

I know most people's impression of new year celebration in school is B-O-R-I-N-G, BUT! this year was totally different! Perhaps it is our last year in Xinmin already, so it doesn't matter if we alaf(act like a fool). Yes, please thank the genius me for entertaining all the girls in my class, classes beside us and teachers who were near us. As usual, a genius idea just dawned on the genius me that we should write the words "CHOCOLATES HERE!", "SWEETS HERE!", "THROW HERE!" on pieces of paper and flash them at the people who were doing cosplay and throwing chocolates since they seem to neglect our side of people. (We were on the ultimate right.) At first, Chong even scolded me crazy for even coming up with such an idea but the ever-so-sporting Shumin co-operated with me! Wahaha, I love you School-min! At the start, only Shumin and I were flashing the papers and LOL, the people around us were laughing. It was so fun! Gradually, all the girls wanted to flash the papers too! So we kept writing and almost all the girls were flashing the papers! Hahaha. How fun! I laughed till my face turned red!

I know it's embarrassing to do such stupid things but think about it! If you don't make something fun out of something boring, how are you gonna enjoy yourself? Afterall, it's our last year in secondary school so we should all have fun and forget about all the stupid embarrassments. Just enjoy and do whatever you want now because you may not have the chance to do it in future. (: Who cares if they say that we're childish! We enjoyed ourselves and that's the most important thing! All I know is, I want to live my last year of secondary school life to the fullest and I know it's possible, especially with so many fun and crazy people in my class.

Man, I love my class. (:

2007-02-15T17:51:00.000+08:00

Wooo! I had an exciting afternoon! I bet the other seven GB girls feel the same too! ^^ We went for the volleyball match to help with the presentation of the medals and plaques and the best thing was, I could miss self-study! Hahaha. Anyway, there were three matches and B division boys' match was the most exciting one! Most of us were sitting at the rear of our seats, when we watched intensely at our school's boys play. We cheered and screamed and made lots of sound effects. Lol. And yes! They came in first! The champions of North Zone! Woooo!

Anyway, Presby's volleyball coach is such a funny person! Lol. He walked towards me during the girls' match and said, "Xiao peng you, ke yi gei wo yi guan shui ma?"(Direct translation: Small kid, can you give me a bottle of water?) I got him a bottle and replied, "Err ... Uncle, wo bu shi xiao peng you."(Err ... Uncle, I'm not a small kid.) And he was like, "Ni de yan jing hen xiao, suo yi jiao xiao peng you."(You have got small eyes, that's why you're called small kid.) Like, LOL. He's so cute arh! What a reason to call me a small kid! He's like the second version of Mr Pah, short, fat and cute and has a great sense of humour!

You know, I realise that these few days have been really eventful and the days ahead are gonna be better. Lol. I am looking forward to each day's arrival. Let's see ...
Wednesday: Valentine's day and CCA!
Thursday: Volleyball match!
Friday: New year's celebration and early dismissal!
Saturday: New year's eve!
Sunday: New year!
Monday: Second day of new year! And I don't just have to stay at my aunt's house, I can go to my dad's boss' place!
Tuesday: Off to Miss Tan's house!
Wedneday: FREE AFTER SCHOOL!

Yayyyyy~

2007-02-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

Yay! I am so happy today! I have received many many sweets and chocolates and some brownies and roses! Weeee~ I think I will be losing my voice soon arh ... I have been munching on chocolates and sweets during lessons, recess and lunch! LOVEEE sweet stuff. They're so nice! We were making balloons sculptures in class and it was so funny! The guys were afraid of the balloons bursting and we girls were laughing at them. So fun! CCA was fun too! We played some treasure hunting game and played with water bombs. Many of us were bombing Ginny, LOL. What a joke. Chong and I both teamed up and bombed her from left and right. Hahaha.

After cca, Dawnie, Angie, Jiamin and I went to Compass for dinner. Accompanied Angie to shop for her new year clothes for awhile then went to the library with Dawnie and Jiamin to complete our homework. Both of them kept talking and I was distracted! So I put down my pen for awhile to listen to Jiamin's ghost stories. After her ghost stories, I didn't dare to go home on my own from Compass! So scary arh! But I still walked home on my own and the music blasting from my mp3 was my source of courage. LOL. Met him somewhere near my house and exchanged presents, then HOME SWEET HOME!

Hereby, I shall wish all of you a ... HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Happy happy happy me! ^^

2007-02-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

The baking is finally completed!

Chong and I went to Dawnie's place to bake cookies and make chocolates yesterday for Valentine's and whoa, five hours of toiling was worth it! I got blistered fingers and a burnt tongue though, because I was so excited to taste the chocolate and it was so hot that I burnt my tongue and my hand touched the hot oven, which resulted in blistered fingers. The cookies are so sweet and nice! I LOVE sweet stuff! I baked a HUGE cookie for my mortal too! Hahaha. It looks kind of funny though, because I just stuck the lump into a chopstick to make a lollipop shape and off it went into the oven. Oh yes, any GB girls know who my angel is? Man ... I really wanna know who she is. I wanna thank her for her present and note.

By the way, the chocolates really look very unappealing BUT they taste really nice! Super super nice. Hohoho. Can't wait for tomorrow!

2007-02-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

CAMP WAS SUPER FUN! YAY! I enjoyed myself thoroughly! I was lucky to have the good and obedient secondary ones in my group and gek, vivienne, angeline and celina were also in my group. It was so funny larh. We had amazing trail at the park near the church and a few items that were needed to complete our list were shoelaces, rubberband and sock. I was walking around with one hand holding onto my ponytail(because my rubber was taken off) and my barefoot in a shoe without shoelaces. LOL. Damn joke. I couldn't run thus limped my way through. Then, we had the Treasure of Nephrodite(which will be called the Jyrminnodite next time, if there is one, just because of something I said. Lol.). This game lasted for two hours and it was REALLY REALLY FUN! Whoa, we were running like mad and my brains were worn out with all the mathematics questions that we had to solve.

You know you know! all the 5 group leaders(Jamie, Shaowei, Nicole, Chong and me) realised that we have experienced an embarrassing yet hilarious incident on the same night(Friday night)! First was Chong. She ran like a stick insect to a rubbish bin all the way at one side of the park when there is one just a few steps away from her. LOL. When she came back, all of us were teasing her. THEN, it was Jamie and I. All of us were playing the Giant, Elf and Wizard game and Jamie was my opponent. I was chasing after her, then she slipped and fell and I couldn't stop in time thus tripped over her and landed on the side of my butt right beside her. We laughed till we couldn't stand up because the sight was hilarious. A bunch of girls surrounded us to look at us laugh. LOL. Damn joke. Last was Nicole and Shaowei. LOL. They both ran away from the opponent, thinking that they have lost, when we have won and we were supposed to be the ones who were chasing them. All of us were stunned when we saw the both of them running away. Hahaha! The whole coy started laughing.

As usual, Ginny was our target for teasing and Chong and I were imitating her in a exaggerated manner. LOL.

All in all, I really really enjoyed the camp(especially the part when there's cake)! Oh, and my group(group 5) got second overall! Yayyyyy! The champs was group 1(Jamie's group).

FUN FUN FUN~

2007-02-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday AKY (:

I guess it's kind of unexpected that I will still remember your birthday even after three years. Perhaps it is because you were once someone dear to me. I don't know why but you're just etched in my heart and I can't seem to get rid of you totally. Although it may seem that I've already removed you from my heart, but your roots are still present. You were an important friend to me. Really really important friend.

Aiyah, shall not rake up the past.

Anyway, I'll be off for camp tomorrow! Haha. Don't miss me, people!

2007-02-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINNY CHAN CHAN! Hahaha.

Chong, Jamie, Dawn, Shaowei, Nicole and I met up outside 406(my class) during recess to prepare to give Ginny a surprise and because we didn't buy a cake, all of us held a candle and went to her class, requesting her to blow out the candles at a distance before she can get her cookies. LOL. Her face was damn funny arh! So we were kind of making a din in her class, laughing and joking around. To think that her classmates(guys) were so hostile. -.- If we were all celebrating in my class, nobody would complain that we're noisy.

Anyway, we did CPR on dummies today during First Aid lesson and it was SO FUN! As we had to cover the dummy's mouth with our mouth to blow air into it, our reactions were like, "Our first kiss is gone to a dummy! >.<" Okay, maybe that doesn't apply to Chong and me but ... but ... it's my first kiss of the year! T.T And to a dummy somemore! *faints*

Shall blog again tomorrow if I have the time. Bye!

2007-02-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

THE ENGLISH WORKSHEET IS SOOOOO TOUGH! SOMEONE SAVE ME~

I just wanna sleep and forget about doing it. Lol.

2007-02-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today was super funny! HAHAHA! Melanie was super SUPER dumb! She switched off the lights and on the projector in the classroom and starting doing shadow puppets on the screen. LOL. She did very stupid and funny stuff, like one hand chasing after the other hand and ate it up. HAHAHA. Gwen, Chong and I laughed till we couldn't breathe.

We went for Chemistry practical lessons after that and on our way there, Melanie was like, "Talk to my hand! Talk to my hand! The head is busy! Leave a message after the tone!" LOL. So I was like, "Shut up larh Mel! Talk to my butt!" so she went behind me and faced my butt and started saying, "You know, I really feel like slapping you!" Chong and I laughed all the way to the chemistry lab and she told us this stupid joke that made us laugh even harder.

As we were tickled, we laughed at almost anything easily and seeing MingHao's funny face at the chemistry lab opposite us started us laughing again. This time, the smelly, black, distorted faced monster scolded us! We didn't laugh loudly you know! We were covering our mouths laughing because we know we'll be noisy if we were to open our mouths to laugh, and she STILL scolded us. SHE ALWAYS SCOLDS US! She never likes to put Chong and I together because she knows we're best friends and we always laugh. -.- Like, what's wrong with her? We know when to keep quiet and when to make noise arh! We are such sensible people. LOL.

Didn't realise that I've typed so much already. Shall update another day then!

2007-01-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT STAND DAWN AND NICOLE

ARHHHHH!

Both of you see see see this! @#$%#$^#%&
Hope both of your mouths drop off. LOL! So that you can't tease me anymore. ^^

2007-01-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

Ahhh~ I am feeling so so SO terrible. My head is throbbing and it has been like this for three weeks already. I think I am going to drop dead like, any minute? It is only the end of January and I feel the stress burdened on me. I do not even have the time to rest well! I reach home at about six plus everyday and have to use the remaining hours before my sleeping time to study for tests and complete my assignments. See my schedule and your mouth will be wide open.

Monday- Lessons till 3pm and after that CIP till 6.30.
Tuesday- Lessons till 430pm and after that at night there will be piano lesson.
Wednesday- Lessons till 2pm and after that is GB, till around 6.
Thursday- Lessons till 330pm and after that CIP till 6.30.
Friday- Lessons till 330pm and after that GB, till around 6.

HOW DO I FIND TIME TO REST? (I'm blogging now because I need a way to vent out my stress.)

I need him I need him I need him

2007-01-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Went for S.H.E's concert yesterday and it was quite OKAY, to me. Lol. Perhaps it is because I am used to watching KAT-TUN's combined/non-combined concerts where there were many surprises in store for me and I will stare at my screen in awe, thus when it comes to S.H.E's concert, I just went like, "Okay. That's expected." Oh, and I really CANNOT watch concerts with my cousin. I cannot stand him arh! He kept distracting me when I was trying to listen to them sing -.-

You know, people started screaming when S.H.E came on stage but I only started screaming when Fei Lun Hai came on stage. Lol. And I was actually going for S.H.E's concert BUT scream for Fei Lun Hai. Abit wrong, isn't it? Anyway, I think the camera man was jealous of Wu Zun's looks! He kept showing the faces of Yiru, Dong Chen and Ya Lun and only showed Wu Zun's face twice! How can he!

Damn. I think I have lost my voice after all that screaming.

2007-01-27T15:35:00.000+08:00

Let me present to you ... my new blogskin! *Tadah!* The layout is still the same because I'm too lazy to make changes to it so the only changes you see is the picture, bolder border lines and different use of colors. Yeps. And did you notice that my face is up there? Hahaha. I had to take a picture of myself in that angle just for this blogskin. In my previous blogskin, my purpose was to bring out Jin and Kame's sexiness. Thus, to give you guys a fresh feeling, I have decided to bring out the cuteness of Jin this time! Yeps. Please do comment, people. (:

Alright, let me blog about yesterday. Our class went to Nanyang Polytechnic for their openhouse and Melanie was SUPER SUPER FUNNY! LOL. Liying, Chong and I kept laughing at her. Oh oh, Shumin was acting like a fool too! Hahaha. You see, we walked past this bangladesh worker and he was standing in a rather cool way and Liying went like,"Eh Jyrminn, he is Melanie's sibling." LOL! Then Melanie was like, "Do I look like I'm black to you? Do I?! Do I?!" And she started doing funny actions. Chong and I laughed till we couldn't breathe. Hahaha. When we reached the lift, we realise that there's this television situated at the lift lobby and we can see the people IN the lift. So Melanie the retard started to act out out that she was in the lift and shouting for help because she had been trapped in the lift. LOL. You should have seen how she acted. Chong, Liying and I were laughing and laughing and a couple of other girls from my class were also laughing at her.(I didn't notice who) Many funny things happened but I'm too lazy to list them all. All I can say is, a place with Melanie around is never boring.

2007-01-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

Smiling to myself while walking to the bus interchange in the morning did freak some people out. Hahaha. Funny expressions that were plastered on their faces. But I can't help it! The thought of it just makes me jump for joy. The response I got was totally unexpected!

I'll leave everything to fate ...

2007-01-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

I used to think that whatever that has happened to her has got nothing to do with me and since I abhorred her, I might as well just steer clear of her. However, recently, I cannot bring myself not to care about her anymore. At first, I thought that I was just being kaypo to ask what has happened to her and that I do not care for her at all. But I slowly realise that I DO care for her and unknowingly, want to try to help her as much as I can. Perhaps I'm starting to treat her as one of us. And perhaps, I've really grown up. I feel so helpless when I cannot help her and all I can do is to try talking sense into her. Knowing that her classmates won't even care about her and treats her misfortune as a joke actually antagonizes me. What's wrong with these people? Where has all their conscience gone to? Do they even have a HEART?

I sort of can feel the pain she's going through now and grief just overflows my heart everytime I see her. In her eyes, there are isolation, yearning for love, grief, pain, and many more. Perhaps because I'm living in the comfort zone, it's the first time I'm seeing such eyes.

I just hope that she'll cherish herself more ...

The thought of how mean I was to her last time caused a pang of guilt.
Hontou ni gomen na.

2007-01-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

We did First Aid during GB today and it was HILARIOUS! LOL. Chong and I were both laughing at almost every single thing Mr Tan said and kept imagining funny scenes of people getting electrocuted, burnt, runover etc. The practical part was the funniest one. Chong and I went up to demonstrate and she was the victim while I was the one who's gonna try to save her. LOL. Before we could even do anything, we were already laughing and she almost fell off the table. I checked her breathing, pulse, whether her neck was broken. Here comes the best part. I was to do mouth to mouth resuscitation to her and LOL, she freaked out! I pinched her nose real hard and pulled open her mouth and she was trying to shove me away. Hahaha. In the end I moved away cause I don't wanna kiss her. Lol. I don't wanna lose my one year preserved kiss to her! (I have been single for a year! Cheers! I know you people are surprised. Lol.)

After that, all of us were to run rounds around the parade square for punishment and woah! it was tiring. I was only supposed to run eight, but I ran six more rounds just to accompany Chong since she has to complete fourteen. Super super tiring.

I'm obsessed with you.

2007-01-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

Went to His Connection today! Yay! Lol. I was in a rather pissed off mood at first since the side of my stomach was hit by the ball when the guys were playing football in class in the afternoon. It was friggin' pain larh! Hit my chair, nevermind. Hit my table, nevermind. BUT HIT ME! Obviously I mind! And I really detest getting disturbed when I'm reading my novel and therefore, I get provoked easily. But after awhile, my anger subsided since it has already happened so no point getting antagonized(I kept quiet all the way though, cause I didn't feel like talking).

Right, so it was pouring when I was on my way to His Connection and I was totally drenched. -.- LUCKILY, Nicole saw me walking towards the front gate and went towards me with an umbrella! It was if an angel was bestowed to Earth to save the drenched me. Lol. (Nicole, please don't start bhb-ing after reading this. Haha.)

I missed the kids so much! It has been quite some time since I hear their laughter and chatter and it really cheered me up when I see the smiles plastered on their faces when they saw us(Shaowei, Nicole and me). The kids are super adorable and made me laugh quite alot. Lol. I don't know why but I just feel so happy when I'm with the kids, especially the primary fives and sixes. Perhaps I really love children alot?

Would you listen if I speak from the bottom of my heart?

2007-01-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

AHHH! THE COMIC I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR MONTHS IS FINALLY OUT! THE LAST EPISODE! Omgosh omgosh! I'm so excited! I'm SOOO gonna get it tomorrow. >.<

I can't wait for tomorrow! After much prediction, it's gonna be fabulous day for me! All the good things happening tomorrow. Yippee!~

Guilt gripped me when tears rolled down her cheeks.
It dawned on me that I've hurt her so much and it really made me feel bad.
I'm so so sorry.

2007-01-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

Rain rain go away~ Please come and go before I'm dismissed or come after I've reached home. I have been spending money on taxi because you and your fellow buddies have been dropping to Earth. T.T

2007-01-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today was FUN! We were dismissed earlier this afternoon to change into our full GB uniform and arrange our "booth" for the secondary one orientation. I swear my mouth was gonna drop off with all the smiling. Can you imagine me smiling for the whole two or three hours? My cheeks were super sore but it was all worth it cause a few girls actually feedbacked to me saying that they'll join GB! Yayy! I know they like me that's why they wanna join GB. LOL. Okay, off with the self-praise.

Anyway, being one of the hosts is a REALLY tiring job. I kept talking and talking and talking to them till I didn't have anything more to say and my saliva was running dry. At first, I thought that I wouldn't have much to say since I'm an INTROVERT. Lol. But little did I know that the words just came out of my mouth while Francee and I were bringing the secondary ones around the classroom to look at the boards and stuff. It's so fun talking!

After everything, Chong and I retardedly went to the archery area and started shooting imaginary arrows at the board. LOL. We lamed around quite alot and Ginny was SUPER funny! Hahahahha! I laughed till I couldn't breathe. Okay okay, must regain my composure. All and all, today was super fun!

In case ANY secondary one actually come across my blog,
PLEASE JOIN GB! We are a fun CCA filled with funny and spontaneous girls!

2007-01-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

I'VE FINISHED WATCHING SAPURI! >.< It's super super nice! I was touched to tears at certain scenes and started littering my living room with tissue paper.

Anyway, school's so boring that I start to blog in a boring way. There is literally nothing interesting that happened except for the fact that Chong and I entertained ourselves during assembly by laughing at certain teachers' funny attempts to do hand actions that are taught by the student leaders and that Miss Yeo started laming around during Math class today saying super stupid things.

SEE! How boring can my life be! I miss His Connection and all the kids there. I miss the busy holidays that I had.

Yadda yadda yadda, I'm just ranting away.

My life now:
Go school, come home, do homework, sleep.
Go school, come home, do homework, sleep.
Go school, come home, do homework, sleep.
OR
Go school, CCA, come home, do homework, sleep.
Go school, CCA, come home, do homework, sleep.
Go school, CCA, come home, do homework, sleep.

You know, I might as well go be a geek and read books everyday.

I just want to act like myself infront of you. But I don't know why I just can't do it. I always screw things up when you're present.

2007-01-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

I've NEVER thought that I would actually lay my hands on Sapuri and watch it since I was utterly disgusted when I saw the kissing scene of that old woman(she's a few years older than him) and Kame in youtube(just happen to come across that video). BUT, because I've literally finished watching almost all the dramas and movies that are starring Kame, I decided to TRY to watch Sapuri. I thought that I will detest that old woman forever since she kissed Kame but I actually started to like her after watching this drama! And and, this drama's actually quite nice!
Lesson learnt: NEVER judge something before watching/knowing it from the starting to the end.

Quite a number of people asked me this question:
Won't you feel like having a boyfriend since your best friend's having one now?

ACTUALLY, I really don't know. I mean, I have a husband(Kame! <3) now so I don't need a boyfriend. LOL.

*Prays hard* Please let us get GOLD. No silver, no silver! ONLY GOLD! Please tell me we STILL have the chance to get gold.

2007-01-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

Actually, there were quite some stuff that pissed me off today, but watching KAIZOKUBAN, KAT-TUN's concert last year, made me forget all of the bad stuff! Wahaha. People who are not interested in KAT-TUN, you may switch off cause this post will be about the concert.

Fans of KAT-TUN! IF you have not watch Kaizokuban YET, download it now to watch! IT'S SUPER GOOD! At the start of the concert, I reckon that they're abit nervous so when they sing, I don't see anything in their eyes, no passion, no sexiness, nothing! It was just blank! So I was quite disheartened. BUT they slowly warmed up to the audience and I can finally see that great deal of passion and sexiness in their eyes! Each member had their own solo performance and I like Jin's performance the best! AHHHH ... He was SUPER SUPER SUPER HOT! I have never ever seen a guy who's so sexy and hot(Channing Tatum's ranked behind him!). Can you imagine it? His dance moves were superb and omgosh! It was just fantastic!

I didn't really like Kame's solo performance. It looked super stupid to me. His dance was like ballet merged with chinese opera dance and I was laughing away when I saw the way he danced. Lol. But nevertheless, he touched me while singing Kizuna! <3

Taguchi's performance was not bad! I love his dance! It was really special and it's super nice! I never thought that he could be rather sexy too! Lol. Koki's performance was quite nice as well and his hair looks super nice in there!(I wonder why he shaved off his hair -.-) He looks so much nicer with hair! Right, Nakamaru's performance was quite good as well and I love it when he does beatboxing! It's SO cool. Ueda's performance had nothing special but I love the song he sang, yeps.

When the concert was about to end, Jin hit this DAMN high note while singing and I stared at the screen in awe. It was SO high! I've never expected that from him! His voice was super super nice as well and he was super cute! Hahaha. He did this funny face at the camera and I was lauging away. Kame was super cute too! He took the video camera from the camera man and started filming Taguchi. Lol.

After watching this concert, I LOVE KAT-TUN EVEN MORE! I love each and every of their member now! (But I love Kame the most larh. Lol.)

Although this concert is not as spectacular as Summary(a concert whereby NEWS and KAT-TUN both performed together) and Dreamboys(a concert whereby Kanjani8 and KAT-TUN both performed together), it was still great! Haha.

P.s. I think the japanese fans of KAT-TUN are abit too obsessed with them. They started grabbing for Jin and touching him when he was near them -.- Crazy. Lol.

2007-01-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

Updated:
Both the font and the font size of the blog. (please tell me if it's easier to read my entries now =D)
The japanese idols paragraph under the profile section.
Added four songs(Le Ciel~ Kimi no shiawase inoru kotoba, Messenger, Way of love and Sapuri's opening theme) into the KAT-TUN list under the songs section.
Updated name of Jiamin under the links section. ;D

Chong and I finally get to sit down, have a drink and have a long heart to heart talk with each other after school today. It has been a long time since we've done that since we were really busy for the past few months with our exams and GB and it felt so good to pour out everything that has been kept in my heart for some time(I think she feels the same too).
Have YOU have a heart to heart talk with your bestie yet? If the both of you were too busy to spend time with each other, I guess you can try to find some time to talk to her now. It really feels great pouring out everything to your bestie. (:

Right, there's actually nothing much to blog about school today. It was SUPER boring. The only thing we did was to go to the hall for some lame talks and the speakers' monotonous voices put me to sleep. The only interesting thing was that the bimbos and the blonde are finally back together again playing around and laughing at each other. Haha. Missed them many many.

Hope you people had a BETTER day in school than the one I had.

I sincerely pray that my wish will come true.

2007-01-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh~ SCHOOL ... T.T Noooooo ...! I wanna slack at home!

I REALLY envy those who have finished their O's and can relax at home without having to fear about exams. Anyway, Jiamin was a joke this afternoon! LOL. You see, we were talking about bloggers and she suddenly went like, "Yarh, the bladders blah blah blah ..." Lol! So next time when we wanna talk to her about bloggers, you must say bladder and if you were to say bladder, you must say blogger. Hahahaha. Suen the BLADDER!
Welcome to my bladder! My fellow readers! HAHAHA.
My blogger is bursting! I need the toilet! LOL.

Okay, sorry. I must regain my composure.
Jiamin larh! Lol. Made Dawn and I laughed till we couldn't stop. Luckily Shaowei went to look for some library books, otherwise the three of us would have made a huge din in the library. Lol.

I'm finally starting to read novels again since I'm kinda getting sick of reading comics everytime. I don't understand why I can't find someone who's into crime fiction like I do! I mean, all my girl friends are into romantic novels and stuff and I'm the only one into crime fiction and getting all excited about the different ways people are killed.
Singapore is SUCH a boring place larh. All the murders are so common(amputating of limbs and dumping them at different places, dumping the corpse into the sea. BORING!) and finding the murderer is not challenging at all. I don't think the CIDs even use much of their brain cells to crack the cases and nab those bad asses. How I wish there's this case, just ONE case will do, whereby the murderer goes around killing prostitutes and leaving red handmarks on their body parts and no clues are left behind at all. Then the smart murderer may want to mislead the police by enclosing a prostitute in a box and pour acid down a tube that's connected to the box, then bury her. Waaah, I believe the police will have a hard time tracking the murderer down. So cool.

Okay, I know many girls don't like this, so you girls may just skip this part of the post, ESPECIALLY SUENNIE. Lol.

2007-01-01T18:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:
Went to rollerblade in the afternoon with my dad and brother! It was really fun! Hahaha. As I didn't know how to rollerblade, I wasted 40minutes of the time learning how to rollerblade and had only 20 minutes left to rollerblade around on my own(dad rented the rollerblades for only an hour). I'm still a noob thus I rollerblade around rather slowly. Lol. I fell on my butt twice and damn! It hurts! My dad was laughing away and I had to get up on my own -.- After that, we went to uncle Bad Guy's chalet for countdown and whoa, there were alot of people I didn't know. Lol. At first Yishi couldn't come along with me and Jon wasn't there as well thus I didn't want to go because I'll be all alone(though there was Charmaine) BUT in the end Yishi still came along with me! Yay! It wasn't a really great new year's eve but at least better than my christmas eve. (:

Today:
I was SUPER blur this afternoon and took bus 27 at the wrong bus stop! -.- I was still wondering why the bus was heading towards Hougang Interchange when I was suppose to go to Tampines. How stupid can I get(my brain don't work well when I lack sleep). *shakes head* I wasn't VERY late when I reached larh, lol. Dawn was later. Haha. Right, so the six of us (Ginny, Jamie, Shaowei, Nicole, Dawn and me!) headed off to Nihon Mura for sushi! Yayyy! I must say, the salmon there is MARVELOUS. It's super fresh and tastes rather sweet. The sushi is super nice! And super cheap! The price we paid is like half of Sakae Sushi's buffet price and we ate till our hearts' content. Salmon lovers, it's a must for you to eat there! Oh oh, Kuishin Bo serves very good salmon sashimi too! But's rather expensive. About forty dollars per head. Yeps. But it's super nice!

Okay okay, away from the salmons. After that we went to Hougang Mall's arcade to while our time away since it was only around 3o'clock. Then blah blah blah (damn lazy to continue typing what we did after that)... and we went home! Lol.

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FELLOW READERS! HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD and have you made your new year wish yet? (:

2006-12-30T10:59:00.000+08:00

Right, shall blog about yesterday's promotion day at His Connection!

There's just this feeling of reluctance when the thought of leaving the children came to me. It's like, I have spent most of my holidays there playing with them and knowing them better and have come to love both their bad and good. One big SIGH. I'm gonna miss the children alot. ):

Okay, shall start reiterating everything now ...

Met Nicole in the afternoon to have lunch together before going off to His Connection and by the time we got there, the sec twos were there already! We slacked around in the office for awhile before playing with the children. Kevin and Nicole were in cahoots! They wanted to be some matchmakers for me. -.-! Like, hello? I've got Kame already! LOL. Kevin was the most idiotic one. He made everything so obvious that Kar Jun korkor had the wrong idea! Like, -.-!! Nicole even supported him! Nice one. After that, it was the awards ceremony for the kids! The kids were super spontaneous and everything was so fun. Jeremy and Nicole were both fighting like a pair of lovebirds throughout the ceremony and my job was to be the spectator. Hahaha. Right right, so after everything, it was teabreak for the kids and they all went out to enjoy good food.

At around five, all of us(including the staff) were gathered in the office and we joked around. Hahaha. It was super fun. Nicole and I left at around six plus and yeps, that's how everything ended.

I really didn't expect myself to fall in love with everybody there.

2006-12-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! After much attempts, I can finally get into blogger and view my blog now.

Anyway, I swear I'm never gonna make paper mache balls anymore. I've been doing them six days in a row and thus contracted the making-paper-mache-balls phobia. Lol. Been really down on my luck for this week as well and things aren't going really well. But nevermind! I'll still look forward to the next day with a SMILEEEE.

I feel kind of better being friends with her now instead of detesting her because it's really tiring to do so, since I'm not the type who will actually ignore someone for more than a few hours. And yeah, hatred and anger makes one hungrier and older so it's a bad thing! Therefore, we should all be happy people! After much thinking today, I'm REALLY determined to treat her nice. Yeps. Let me work towards that aim! If I can do that, I think I can withstand almost any kind of people already(I'm not insulting her indirectly or directly larh). (:

Alright people, take care! Ja ne!

2006-12-26T19:01:00.000+08:00

Today wasn't a really good day for me but there were some things that cheered me up. Yeps. Jeremy did stupid actions just to make me laugh and Dawn's reminder of us going to Sakae Sushi for dinner made me cheer up almost instantly! The thought of salmon right infront of me ... *gulps* Lol. Plus, I was told that I'm in the same group as Jamie, Nicole, Shaowei and Chong for drills! Yay! And and, I've downloaded one part of KAT-TUN's concert! One down and nineteen more to go. Finally the downloading thing is working well for me. *smiles* There were other factors but these are more of the main ones. Lol. So I guess my day wasn't THAT bad afterall.

I dislike people who run away from the mess that they've created and leave it for others to clean up, if you know what I mean.

2006-12-25T18:59:00.000+08:00

OMG! WE'VE FINALLY FINISHED DOING THE BALLS. YAYY! I CAN FINALLY HAVE A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP. AHHHHH ...

My precious bed, I'm sorry for neglecting you for the past two days. Lol.

With the most ridiculous methods I've thought of, we've finally finished the damn balls. I think nobody has ever done paper mache balls like that. We painted the balls with wall paint to make them hard and stuff them with paper balls then taped the bottom tightly with masking tape.

Anyway, I wanna thank those who helped me with the making of the balls and goal posts! Thank you many many! I'm too lazy to list the names larh but you know who you are. ^^

Right, I'm gonna present to you guys my own version of "Twelve days of Christmas" but I have got only nine days. Too lazy to do up till twelve.

On the first day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Was doing paper mache balls.

On the second day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Mixing tapioca flour.
Was doing paper mache balls.

On the third day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Pasting newspapers.
Mixing tapioca flour.
Was doing paper mache balls.

On the fourth day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Pasting toilet papers.
Pasting newspapers.
Mixing tapioca flour.
Was doing paper mache balls.

On the fifth day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Stayed up all night doing.
Pasting toilet papers.
Pasting newspapers.
Mixing tapioca flour.
Was doing paper mache balls.

On the sixth day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Blowing dry the balls
Stayed up all night doing.
Pasting toilet papers.
Pasting newspapers.
Mixing tapioca flour.
Was doing paper mache balls.

On the seventh day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Painted them with wall paint.
Blowing dry the balls.
Stayed up all night doing.
Pasting toilet papers.
Pasting newspapers.
Mixing tapioca flour.
Was doing paper mache balls.

On the eighth day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Stuffed them hard with papers.
Painted them with wall paint.
Blowing dry the balls.
Stayed up all night doing.
Pasting toilet papers.
Pasting newspapers.
Mixing tapioca flour.
Was doing paper mache balls.

On the ninth day of christmas,
I wasn't very free.
Taping them tightly.
Stuffed them hard with papers.
Painted them with wall paint.
Blowing dry the balls.
Stayed up all night doing.
Pasting toilet papers.
Pasting newspapers.
Mixing tapioca flour.
Was doing paper mache balls.

2006-12-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

Sigh, have decided to forgive and forget. Afterall, I do not have any energy left to get angry at her and there's no point anyway. It's not as if the paper mache balls will be completed after I've finished flaring.

Guess how I spent my christmas eve and gonna spend my christmas?
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Doing paper mache balls. Nice one aye? (:

I'm feeling so weary and torn. So much so that when my mom kept scolding me of something I think I didn't do wrong yesterday(mind you, it's christmas eve), I didn't bother to stand my ground(and I usually do that). Sigh. So many unhappy things happening in one go. In a super restless mood now. I really wanna sleep so badly but I'm too worried to actually have a good sleep. How I wish somebody's here to make me laugh.
This year's christmas is hell to me.

Anyway, merry christmas people and may your christmas wish come true.

May my christmas wish come true too.

2006-12-22T19:19:00.000+08:00

This afternoon's christmas party at His Connection was SUPER FUN! Hahaha. The nine of us (Jmi, Shaowei, Nicole, Dawnie, Ginny, Angie, Val, Celina, Qing and me) enjoyed ourselves alot. The kids were super adorable!

This is the room where we were in.

We first started off with the singing of Christmas songs and Jmi, Nicole, Shaowei and I were super high. Hahaha. Jmi and I did alot of actions and sang till our voices were sore. Then, the primary ones and twos put up their item, which is singing "Wo de xue ren bu jian liao" (direct translation: My snowman has gone missing). Here's the photo!

Then it was the performance of the primary threes. I forgot to take a picture of them, so forget it. *Oops* After that we played pass the parcel and Eddie Tay got forfeited! Hahaha. He had to make Miss Winnie laugh and he did some peek-a-boo thing and she laughed real hard.

The one escaping is Eddie Tay. The one on the chair is Miss Winnie.

After the game, it was OUR turn to put up our item! *gasps* We sang Qing Tian by Jay Chou and Joy to the world. Qing Tian sounded HORRIBLE partly because we were screaming and laughing before that thus our voices were quite hoarse. Joy to the world was quite OKAY. Lol. The kids sang along as well and we were swaying to the song. Then, it was the primary fours turn to put up their item! They're doing a skit on ... I can't remember what. But it's quite funny. Hahaha. They're super adorable, especially Kaiyu. =D

Finally, it's the primary fives and sixes turn to put up their item! They did a dance to a high school musical song called We're all in this together. It was really nice!

After all the performances, Mrs Dong requested us to go up to perform again since we were super high. Lol. We sang Peace like a river and Joy to the world(again), accompanied with actions. Hahaha. Super fun. We were laughing all the way.

Here are some photos we took of ourselves. Haha.

Jmi and me!

Shaowei, Nicole, Jmi and me!

Kaiyu and me! =D

Norman and Kaiyu!

After the party, we went to Heartland Mall to get the materials for making paper mache because we're meeting tomorrow to do a "What's your goal next year" board for the kids in His Connection. I was kinda displeased because of something but have decided to put it behind me anyway. No point affecting my mood. Oh well, sometimes it's really hard to accept that person but I'm still trying hard to. Must jia you! Haha (:

2006-12-22T10:25:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to all of you out there. Yeps.

Please do leave a simple tag of request or tell me that you've actually taken my codes/pictures or wish to use my idea/layout. I really don't like it when people use them without letting me know it and I'll deem it as copying. If you asked me or have told me beforehand, I wouldn't mind at all. What's worse is, I always happen to find out who has copied my codes/idea/layout and I get really antagonized.(I just happen to stumble upon these blogs.) I'm not a monster or anything, you can just ask me or tell me. I really won't mind, I'm serious. I believe I deserve to know if you have taken anything from my blog because everything in this blog is my hardwork. So please be nice people. (:

2006-12-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

Here's the long awaited post about my trip to Chiang Mai! Haha. I finally got the photos from Yishi and have photoshopped it and resized it for my own convenience. Yeps.

First day:
After arriving at Thailand, our tour guide came to pick us up and we headed to the temple! There were like tons of people and the lift we took to go to the top of the mountain where the temple is is super cool!

See! It's crowded! Lol.

I forgot what this golden thing is called but the top part of it is made of real gold! *gasps* So cool.

So after we went to the temple, we headed for lunch, then went back to the hotel and I forgot where else we went. Lol. But the first day was super boring because Yishi and I don't really know the other kids and adults yet. So yeah. I was hoping that it would not be like the Kukup trip or I would really go bonkers if it remained so boring. So, that's our first day.

Second day:
We went to look at the elephants! Yay! It was super cool. When we were looking at the elephants name at a board, an elephant was trodding past me and when he noticed that I was holding a bunch of bananas and some sugar canes, he used his trunk to grab it and my hand was filled with brown liquid(I wonder what that is). Lol.

Look! It's going to take a bath! Haha. So cute!

After that we proceeded to some place that is shaded and has seats to look at the elephants perform. They're really intelligent creatures, I tell you.

It's painting! Some of them can even paint better than me! *embarrassed*

He scored a goallll!

This is how they "hold hands". Haha. Super cute right? (In case you can't see the picture properly. They're walking in a circle and one elephant willl use its trunk to hold the tail of the elephant infront of him/her.)

That's how Yishi and I sat on the elephant.

Yishi and I got a really mischievious elephant and our ride was super rocky because of her disobedience. Lol. But I thought that it was super fun and that if our elephant wasn't mischievious, I wouldn't enjoy that much. I like the thrill when I'm being rocked from front to back and left to right. Hahaha. So cool!

P.s. To differentiate a male and a female elephant is easy. They have what we have. Get it? Lol.

After everything, we went to have lunch and then off to the Orchid Garden.

Aren't the flowers beautiful?

We had dinner at some place and I only remembered that I saw a ren yao there. Hahaha. Oh, and the prawns are huge. Let me show you the difference between a normal one and a huge one. Lol.

I can't really remember what happened after that but it wasn't very fun because we were STILL not as close with the other people yet. Haha. The third day's my FAVOURITE day, I tell you. Lol.

Third day:
We woke up SUPER early because the tour guide's taking us to somewhere far. We first arrived at some really nice place where there were many oranges and there was a bridge for us to cross too! It was super cool. Haha. I was jumping on it(I feel like some kid). I really like that place. I breathed out mist(whatever it is, it's something white) and it was really nice!

Took a family photo there. (:

After that we went to a hot spring place to cook hot spring eggs! Super cool!

We're putting the eggs into the hot spring!

After roaming around that area for awhile, we proceeded to Laos! Super lazy to fill in more details so I shall just show the picture taken there. Lol.

Then, we went to the Golden Triangle, and then to the strawberry farm! The strawberries were super yummy!

Yayness to strawberries!

Next, we went to the tribal village! It's so cool, I tell you. They have this main gate that's called something like a Ghost gate or something to prevent the evil spirits that are following us to enter the village. I gave a super shocked sound when I saw two wooden figures(a male and a female) in a position of having sex. Nice one man. Lol. I never expected that kind of thing. There were many different tribes but Yishi only took a photo of the long neck people. So here it is.

It's looks really painful. =/

It was a LONG trip back to the hotel after we've finished seeing all the different tribes and Yishi, Jon, Charmaine(don't really know the exact spelling), Long-hair-aunty and I were exchanging cold jokes in the bus. Lol. Super funny. While everyone was asleep in the bus after like one hour of riding in it, I was still wide awake. The bus was too jerky for me to sleep. Lol. Yishi and I were warming up to the adults and the kids already and things are getting more funf or me. Heh. So when we went back to the hotel, we went to Jon's room, where all the kids were, to play games. Haha. Right, so I guess that's it for the third day.

Fourth day:
We went shopping at some weird looking shopping mall for about an hour and a half before going to the flower exhibition. The flowers were just BEAUTIFUL, I tell you. There are actually alot of pictures of the flowers but I'm lazy to upload ALL thus only some were uploaded. Heh.

Took a picture of this sight because I felt that it'll be SO wasted not to capture it.

After that, we went to the Bugs World! I expected more of like real life insects crawling around us but nah, they were all in casings. Lol.

Oh oh, then there was this flying fox look-alike thing and I was so excited when I saw it, thinking that I could sit on it and play. However, Yishi said something that shattered my hopes. "The board says only for children under the age of 10years." What's their PROBLEM? How can they do that to meeeee. T.T But nevermind, I took a picture of my brother attempting to get on it though. (:

We took a few group pictures together as well.

It was really fun there because all the kids were playing around while we were walking. Lol. I've become a pro of tricking others to the direction I want them to turn to after being with them for these few days. Hahaha.

When we went back to the hotel, Yishi, Charmine and I were competing how long we took to bathe. Lol. And Yishi was the slowest! Hahaha. Then, we went to Jon's room to play with all the other kids again and this time, I brought my Kame poke cards. Wah. My heart was aching when I saw how roughly the kids handled my cards. But oh well, forget it. What's more important is to have fun. ^^

Last day:
We woke up REALLY early in the morning because we had a flight to catch and I was still in a super sleepy mood.

Look at how tired we were. We were sleeping on the steps while our parents were queuing up to check in. (Yishi's super boliao to take such a picture but yeah, it still came in handy. Lol.) All I know is I kept sleeping so yeah, that's all larh. Lol.

To end this post nicely, I'll be posting some pair photos. Yeps.

GWEN! Here's your ren yao!

2006-12-20T18:23:00.000+08:00

One word to describe how I feel today. "Mirthful!" (I like this word! Partly cause it starts with M. Hahaha.)

Anyway, today was just fabulous. Drills was super okay for me and everything went on really smoothly. As for the CIP, it was SUPER fun! The baking of the cookies was a great success! *cheers* Shaowei was a great help, so was Aunty Dorris and He Li. *applause* I felt so accomplished after we've finished baking the cookies and they were super nice! Hahaha. Ginny was really funny when she tried to take the HUGE cookie out of the tray that was for Kevin. She didn't do it properly thus it ended up distorted and we were laughing and laughing. The upper primary kids who were helping us seem to be enjoying themselves too! ^^ They're SUPER adorable. Hahaha.

Oh oh, just realised that Ginny goes crazy SO easily. Hahaha. I kept singing to her on our way home till she couldn't take it. LOL. Her facial expression was super funny.

Alright, signing off people! Hope that Yishi sends me the photos we took in the Thailand so that I can post an entry up asap. (:

I'm a happy girl, in a happy world!~

2006-12-19T14:53:00.000+08:00

Yay! I can't wait for tomorrow! Shaowei and I will be baking cookies with the little kids and it's gonna be so fun! =D When we were in NTUC searching for the ingredients for the cookies, I realise how well Shaowei knows the places of all the items while I stupidly look around like an idiot who hasn't stepped into an NTUC before. *shakes head*

Right, so after that Shaowei and I decided to play DDR for today to see how much we have rusted after quitting that addiction for many months and as expected, WE WERE SUPER LOUSY! Okay, maybe not THAT lousy but it's considered lousy when compared to our past state. T.T When we stepped into the arcade, we were like, "Wah. So long never smell the arcade smell already." Lol. Well, we played for only two rounds(1 round has 5 songs) and we were already very tired thus we stopped and went to slack in Macdonalds while waiting for Francee to come. She was SUPER slow. Lol.

Anyway, I miss Chong! T.T She left for Hongkong the minute I reach Singapore and I didn't get a chance to say Bon Voyage to her.

Haha. Didn't realise that I've typed so much already. Alright, shall end here. Watane!

2006-12-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM THAILANDDDD!

I'll post an entry up about my trip there as soon as the pictures that are taken are uploaded. And Gwen, I'm sorry I cannot bring your ren yao back from Thailand BUT I've taken a picture with one. Lol. I'll be posting it up here. There are quite a number of ren yaos in Thailand, I realise!

Alright, so look forward to the post! Ja ne!

2006-12-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

OMG GWEN! I LOVE YOU!

Wahahaha. I LOVE the stickers of Kame and KAT-TUN alot. Thank you many many! Haha. I've just attached one of the stickers on the back of my handphone. Oh, and I love your piglet too! Lol. It's super cute. I will get you something in Thailand(if I can see ANY nice stuff). Although I was super pissed just now when I was in Funan IT Mall, I got over the dumb incident a minute or two later and decided to be happy(Yishi got me to think of Kame and Jin. Lol.)

Okay, I'm gonna take a real good rest now to replenish my energy and to make the headache go away. Minna, ja ne!

2006-12-12T15:48:00.000+08:00

A few weeks ago my parents and I were talking about our Thailand trip and my mom will go like, "What should I buy there? and my reply was always, "Aiyah, still a long way to go. Mom, you're abit too excited arh." In a blink of an eye, I'll be going to Thailand after tomorrow. I have to report in the airport at 4am. Nice one. I won't be sleeping, I reckon. Afterall, I'll be sleeping in the airplane since there won't be much I can do in there.

The feeling of being back together with the people in 2e5 is so great. It's like, there's just this bond between all of us. I don't know how to describe but it's very different from 306. I just feel a sense of belonging there. Yeps.

Lol. This post feels kinda serious. OKAY! *breaks the tension* I think I have to put on more clothings when I'm in Thailand with Yishi for the next few days because she's gonna do some lame stuff again. Hahaha. *nods*

Alright, my fellow readers! I'll be back real soon! HOHOHO.

2006-12-09T11:34:00.000+08:00

Tadah! I've just made a new skin! It's super simple because I feel that it's able to bring out Jin and Kame's sexiness. Yeps. Though it's not really my style to do such a skin but I think this skin's super sexy. Lol. Do comment on it people. (:

I've changed the inspiration section to the lyrics section where I'll randomly put parts of the lyrics of any japanese songs I like. Plus, I've updated my wishlist as well. Heh. As for the pictures section, I'll be photoshopping the pictures before putting them up but it'll take quite some time so please be patient. They may be up today as well because I'm doing them up while waiting for Yishi's grand arrival. Hahaha.

Anyway, enjoy your stay! Ja ne!

2006-12-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for tomorrow cause Yishi and I will be baking cookies! Yay! Anyway, I won't be going online for the next few days because I'll be busy watching Kame's dramas(my dad bought them from China! ^^) and doing my homework AND going for chalet AND going to thailand. Lol. So if you wanna look for me please don't wait for me to go online, just call or sms me. Yeps.

I'm gonna forget all the unhappy stuff that have happened today and start a BRAND new day tomorrow! That's what I'm gonna do everyday from now on. I'll throw all the unhappy thoughts away and start the next day with an even better prepared me and work even harder. (:

We shall all work together! Minna, gambateh yo!

2006-12-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

I thought people may want the lyrics for Jin's song (Ha-ha) in Dreamboys so I've decided to post it up. Jin's SUPER hot and sexy when he was singing this song! I was super appealed. *screams* HOTTTT. Omg omg, I needa stay devoted to kame!

I have nothing baby
I'll do whatever u do
Daitai no yatsu says you just follow me
Sore ni tricked na fuck you miss
Oishii omoishite you say PIMP
"Would you like some sweet bitch?"
Sonnan shinakerya everything alright
Sore ni kiduke kazu party all night
Shitai dake nara be my guest
Go club get drunk you stupid shit
One day I found this real hot cutie
Nani ka hosshi sou na furishite show me
Koshi wo shita kara walk up to me
I thought you were like those bad homies
But you were not like them
You agreed to Just be my girl
Take off your clothes Come in my room
I just wanna hear you say it It's just sono mama de
Aikotoba ha like a Slow down
Hold up Don't stop Kiss me
Amazing kiss for me It's just sono mama de
Believe in it for me
Like a Up down ha- In out ha-
Amazing kiss for me

(The Ha- is actually a sound. Super sexy sound.)

2006-12-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

If you think my criticisms for you are destructive ones instead of constructive ones, then I shall never point out your mistakes anymore. Have you ever thought why I would even BOTHER pointing out your mistakes? Yes, I bet you think it's because I kan bu shuang you. But no! It's because I care okay, that's why I tell you your mistakes. I didn't compliment you? Think back again. I complimented you alot during the first day of camp. Jamie and I were both very delighted that you're such a good leader and we were complimenting you so much and even told Miss Sue Ern how good you were. Plus, I even complimented you infront of many people. It was because of the many mistakes that you have done during the second and third day that made me feel super disappointed. Not only me, but many people as well. Also, I was telling you to improve on your commanding because it's for your own good! Why would I tell you to improve for nothing? Of course it's for you to impress the seniors. They look at every aspect of you and I wanted(Please note that it's in past tense) to help you to get promoted by getting you to improve on your weaker parts but you don't appreciate it so forget it then. People can see that potential in you, you know. And about me getting my retribution, I don't think I deserve any retribution and I believe the other Sec Threes think the same way too. I already apologised to you for hurting your feelings unknowingly, so what more do you expect from me? At least I reflected on myself and noted my mistakes. Then how about you? You said that you were controlling your temper, then am I and the others not controlling as well? Do you really think that you're absolutely correct and I'm super wrong? Anyway, don't worry okay. I'll never point out your mistakes nor criticise you anymore. But please think back about the talk Miss Sue Ern had with us during the camp. Oh, and the part where you were saying that "Don't criticise others blah blah blah if you cannot perfect it yourself." Okay, so you're actually contradicting yourself by making this statement. If everybody must perfect everything they do in order to be able to criticise others, then I believe nobody can criticise anyone because no one's able to perfect everything they're doing so why are you posting such a harsh entry to scold me now? Aiyah, don't wanna talk about it anymore. And and, I'm not angry with you and I don't want to be. I wanna show grace instead of just remembering about all the stuff you've blogged about and start getting antagonized because of it. So from now on ... I'm forgetting all of the bad stuff you blogged about.

Today's CIP was super fun! Hahaha. Can't wait for the next session. I no longer feel that going for CIP is something boring because ... I'm starting to like it! Hahaha.

Was kinda discouraged today because of the mistakes I made during the drill practice. But it's okay! I will continue to work hard! Gambateh neh! Tomorrow shall be a better day (:

2006-12-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

Today's a fuck damn rotten day. Not only did I get a terrible diarrhoea, I was informed that I'm out of the musical drills competition team. Nice one. I was close to tears when Jiamin told me that. I want to be in the competition SO BADLY! It's not as if I fell sick purposely! It's like, this drill competition will be the last competition I'm taking part in as a GB girl already and it really means alot to me. One big SIGH ...

Guess I'll have to work even harder from now on to prove to Ma'am and everybody.

Fucking rotten day.

2006-12-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

Since I was super bored, I took this quiz from Quila to keep me occupied for a while.

Can you name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first... No cheating!

1. Kame!
2. Kame!
3. Kame!
4. Kame!
5. Kame!
6. Kame!
7. Kame!
8. Kame!
9. Kame!
10. Kame!
11. Kame!

How did you know 10?
When I saw him acting in Gokusen 2.

What would you do if u had never met 6?
Hmm ... I'm not sure.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Yeps. When he was acting in Gokusen 2.

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
LOL. Nothing, because it's high impossible. They're both the same people!

Think 1 is handsome?
Obviously! He's everything good(:

Tell me something about number 11.
He loves baseball.

What's 7's favourite color?
Black and White.

What would you do if 2 confessed he/she liked you?
I'll confess my feelings for him too!

Fact about 9.
He's someone who always gives his best in everything he does.

Who is 6 going out with?
Me, of course!

Who is number 5 to you?
Someone super important(:

Would you ever live with 11?
Of course! Lol.

Is 2 single?
Nah. He has got me already.

How much does 3 mean to you?
Alot. He's my everything.

What do you think about 1?
The best thing on Earth. Wahaha.

What's the best thing about number 8?
His "Do your best" spirit.

What do you dislike about number 10?
His nose. Lol. Looks ugly.

11 people whom I want to do this quiz:
1-11: Anyone who's bored!

2006-12-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

Today was super fun and funny! As usual, Chong, Nicole, Shaowei, Jmi and I were acting like idiots while walking to Heartland Mall after our CIP. Hahaha. Okay, maybe mainly it was Shaowei and I who were doing rather stupid things. Lol. You see, we were talking about Ginny and I was pretending to be possessed by Ginny's spirit and started imitating her, then Shaowei and Nicole were the priests and hit me with their index and middle finger to chase Ginny's spirit away. LOL. So when I was "not possessed" anymore, I went like, "Aye? What am I doing here?" Then I got possessed by Junkiat and started getting fresh with Yueting and put my hand over her shoulder. Hahaha. She was freaked out and the others were laughing and laughing. After that, I was possessed by Bing Hong, Kame, Ashin and Rain and I was trying hard to imitate them(It was tough man). All of us were laughing so hardly that our stomach ached.

When we reach Heartland Mall, Chong accompanied me to Comics Connection while the others went to buy bubble tea. While we were walking to Comics Connection, Chong was super idiotic. Lol. She kept doing funny stuff to make me laugh. She was super agitated when she saw Ashin's xie zhen ji and went to hid it so that she can buy it another day. Hahaha. As for me, I avoided looking at KAT-TUN's stuff so that I won't buy them.

Can't wait for tomorrow's CIP because there's GINNY! *smiles*

2006-12-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

I have decided to put that article behind me and believe in Kame. Yes! I must have faith in him.

Sigh. There's CIP tomorrow and I don't really feel like going because I just wanna stay at home and slack around and start my homework. =/ Anyway, I feel like changing my blogskin but I don't really have much inspiration to and I'm kinda lazy to start up Photoshop and do up the codes cause it's too texing a job.

AHHH~ I'm just feeling lazy.

2006-11-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

Perhaps you may feel that you are just an extra person and that you being in this world is just depriving of people extra oxygen to breathe in and that maybe if you're gone, it would be far better. You may also think that no one will grief over your death and that nobody cherishes your existence. I understand that you harbour thoughts like committing suicide and it isn't the first time already. Don't worry, you're not the only one who thinks this way. Sometimes I too will feel the same way. But please don't ever think that you're alone and that nobody cares for you because all of us care. At least I know the Sec Threes in GB care. You know, our batch will be so different without you. You may think that you're just a single person and that you won't make much a difference anyway, but no! You make a whole lot of difference. Every single one of us makes a difference! Our batch is made up of every single one of us and even one of us missing will make it imperfect. Every single laughter that we all shared has you included in it! All the happy memories and quarrels in GB include you as well! All these precious moments are not easily forsaken and that everyone will be etched deeply in our hearts. This is how important you are to us.

Courage! Is what you need to live on. You may think that you lack of courage but actually, you have so much courage hidden in you that you yourself have not discovered yet. You're not alone girl. We're all behind you, cheering you on and supporting you! Don't feel so pessimistic anymore and enjoy your youth and days left in GB! Our batch shall continue as a whole and continue learning together. Gambateh gambateh oosh!

Actually, you don't have to find the reason to you being here in this world because why do you need to know in the first place? Just work hard, enjoy your youth and work towards your dream! We don't always need to know everything.

2006-11-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

Since I am so bored and I have much time to spare, I have decided to post another entry.

Gosh. I just realise how much I have changed over the past two years. I went to search for the blog that I have created when I was in Sec one and surprisingly, it still exists. Lol. I was a complete twit and scatterbrain BUT I was extremely naive and innocent. It's like, my view of the world is still so simple and pure and I had always thought that everything would go on smoothly for me. No backstabbings, bitching around and stuff like that. If I were to choose to live the Sec one life or my life now, I would rather choose my life now. I don't want to live a life of ignorance and immaturity. I want to grow up and learn more moral values to improve my personality.

But yeah, I was laughing at my stupidity and naviety when I read all the entries. I had difficulty reading my language because it's filled with all sorts of fancy typings where the 'x's and the 'z's are present in every single sentence. Reading about my past reminds me of Aky. Sigh. *slaps myself awake* If our paths cross again in future, I promise I'll never let you go the way I did in the past.

2006-11-29T19:58:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed myself alot today! I'm so so so happy. Okay, this post will be a long one so please be patient (:

I feel extremely contented with what Jiamin, Dawn, Peixuan and I have done for the games today. Though it didn't exactly turn out the way we expected it to be, we have at least kept the games going. It's our very first time organising something like this in such a huge place like Sentosa so we kind of cocked up and took some time to get everything ready. Nevertheless, I feel extremely elated because we have at least accomplished something and I believe we should be proud of it. *beams* I didn't know that planning the games and carrying it out successfully would actually give me an accomplished feeling. It's a feeling that I can't exactly describe but I know I haven't stopped smiling for the whole day. Thank you seniors of helping out to tend the stations and a round of applause for Jiamin, Dawn and Peixuan! *applause* Good job! Heh.

Right, I was a real scatterbrain today and I wonder why. Lol. I have dropped four fishballs and knocked over a cup of coke. I guess it was because happiness had washed my intelligence away for a moment. Lol. But anyway, when we were all setting off to go home, each level were bombing each other and when the Sec Fours bombed us, we were singing "We've got peace like a river!" LOL. All of us ended up laughing and we did alot of funny stuff and acted like idiots. I shouted and laughed till I almost lost my voice. Hahaha. I really cherish moments like this cause I know once I graduate from GB, I won't get to have a chance to enjoy myself like that anymore. But yeah, I am really really happy today and I really want to share my happiness with all of you! *smiles broadly*

2006-11-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

Yay! I look forward to the GB outing tomorrow! Well, it's partly because I can get to wear the new GB tee. Heh. Anyway, I really pray that tomorrow won't rain otherwise we'll all have to stick to the wet weather plan. And, I also pray that tomorrow's games will go on smoothly and everyone will have fun!

Oh oh, Yishi just bought me Kame's poster! *screams* Plus, Gwen bought many stickers that have kame's face on it when she was in Japan. Yay! I'm so happy happy happy!

Damn, I think I sound like a child in this post -.-

2006-11-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

Yes people, I'm back from caaaamp! The entry's gonna be short as I feel that long entries are really tiring to read. Heh. So here goes!

First day:
It was tiring yet I had fun!

Second day:
It was super tiring but I had fun too! Dragonboating was really extremely fun though it sucked out most of my energy. I look forward to more of such trips! OH, I kind of lost my temper when someone splashed the dirty seawater near the beach on my face while playing cause I have sensitive skin and thus got rash after that. I'm sorry for bitching around.

During the night, all the secondary threes crowd together and occupied one part of the room to sleep together. Shaowei kept rolling over to my side and I rolled over to Nicole's side and ended up all of us started laughing. Jmi and Chong were squeezing Ginny as well. Hahaha. Then I reached out and pulled Ginny's hair and all of us were laughing. Angie was damn slow. She waited for a few seconds, then laughed, and all of us were laughing again because of her witch-like laughter. Hahaha. So fun.

Third day:
Home sweet home! Hahaha. Went to have lunch with Chong, Jmi, Ginny, Shaowei and Nicole and we made a din with our laughter in Macdonalds cause of Ginny's funny actions. LOL. After much prediction, I think Ginny will be the joke of everyday from now on.

Anyway, this camp was a really fruitful one because I've learnt how to show grace. Though I still tend to get angry when somebody does something that upsets me, my level of tolerance has increased alot. To end off this entry, this sentence is for the juniors.

Only when you love GB, then will you find all the things you do that are related to it meaningful and fun, and only then will you learn to enjoy yourself even when doing the toughest job.

2006-11-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

I walked out of room 303(in church) feeling rather different. Partly is because I've just learnt how to make paper kimono dolls (yay!) but most came from the talk Ma'am Vennie had with us. Anyway, the paper kimono dolls are so cute! I made one for me and another one for Yishi, then the rest were for the three people who are working in the church(everyone has to make for two/three people that are working in the church). It was so fun! Wahaha. I was sitting beside Ginny when I was doing my first kimono doll and Ginny's one is sooo funny. Big body and small face. All of us were laughing. Hahaha. Ginny's such a cute person.

Oh yeah, will be off for camp VERY soon. Please don't miss me. Haha.

2006-11-22T17:37:00.000+08:00

I've just made a new skin, as all of you can see. Got the idea from a website where I was downloading Kame's drama, and it dawned on me that maybe I can do a simple yet organised skin. So tadah! Here it is. Do comment. (: And oh, I've added new sections in my blog but they're not completed yet. I was too lazy to put more pictures of the other japanese guys that I like so yeah, I'll update them as soon as possible. As for the songs, I just put down those I can remember cause I'm too lazy to search. Lol. Oh well, enjoy your stay here! (Esp Kame lovers.)